crybabyzell

2012-01-01T19:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

So I spend the whole night at the Siloso Beach party and there was this booth about a reading palm master. He told me quite a number of things which makes me feel like I've lost everything on this world, lost the motivation to live(Don't worry, I'm not that stupid to suicide yet). It's just the feeling that you know a little about the future that you're so excited about the good things to happen and yet so afraid that the bad things will happen too. You get what I mean? Like the 悲喜交加. But yesterday, out of the four of us, I feel that mine was the worst. =/

Loner, me.

At the very start at one glance, the master said I'm an emo kia. Lonely and likes to do things alone. Watch movie alone. Go out alone. Shopping alone. Very much true, actually. Sometimes, I do things alone because I rather trust myself than others. It's not that I don't trust the people around me. It's just that if you can do it, why approach them? Neither am I trying to show off or what. It's just that doing it yourself, if you make any mistake, you only have yourself to blame. I seriously don't like to blame others for their mistake. It makes me feel bad and also frustrated because the mistake was made. Ok. I know. Sometimes, it has to see circumstances too. If it's like group work, I definitely have to entrust jobs to others. Of course, every time I had to access the situation, the possible problems outcome and the capability of the person I am entrusting to. Yes! Seriously accessing every time. Or you can call it analyzing. And here comes his second point about me.

A thinker who thinks too much

I seriously freaking f***ing think a lot a lot a lot! ><" He said I think too much until my chances had gone away. It applies the same for relationship. If I continue to think too much, I could easily miss my Ms Right. I agree with him. I don't seize the opportunity when it comes because all the while I've been accessing the situation. "Is it alright for me to do that?" "What would her response be like?" "What would happen next?" "Will I spoil this friendship if I do it?" By the time I finish thinking. Poof~ Gone.

I just don't want to make any mistake bah. =/ Be it work or love. Which comes to the Master's another point that I'm a perfectionist. Personally, I mean like if you analyse and realised that something bad would definitely happen. Then why bother start on it in the first place? Same goes for relationship, if certain things can't work out as friends(like consistently awkwardness and disagreement), what's more about being a couple? It'll be chaos, right? It can still continue as friends. But not as a couple.

He then points to my heart and said "But then, whoever got your heart, that person can get whatever she wants. You will make sure that the person you love, is happy"

I really hope I can trust my feelings and Just do it! But reality always stops me and say no. Perhaps I wouldn't be this way if not for what happened last year. At least not this extreme.

拿得起, 放得下

君子报仇，十年不晚 <--- I really agree with this sentence. I'm really 小气 like what the Master said. He said that no one should never mess with me or I'll make sure that the person pays me back. Yes. To that asshole, who took everything away from me in March last year, here is a warning. Never let me catch an opportunity to ruin you. Trust me. I will. You taught me politics well. I'll be sure to return you this "favour".

My future job

Businessman, teacher or politics. These 3 jobs did run through my mind in the past. I would prefer teacher but I don't mind venturing into business. Ok, I admit. Going to 20 years of age, I really don't know what I want to do in the future, really. My goal right now is just getting into a local university. Then after, I'll start to think what I want to do in life. Though I think things real far, my career in future is the only thing in my mind which I didn't think far. =/

Double Happiness

At the age of 35(I'm slow because I think too much, thus, only 35 then I will succeed in life) he said, I will have a (good) turning point in life and have one of the double happiness. Either double business, double jobs or double women. Haha! Funny right? He said double women means I will have two wives xP LOL! Nah. I seriously doubt I will cheat on my future wife, provided my analysis doesn't go wrong lah. I don't know. Should I really 'just do it' or stay the way I am now, analyse before action. >< Sigh... But the chance might just slip by...

Kaypo for a good cause?

I really like to help people in anyway I can except financially. Helping people not only gives me a joy but also like a "trade". When the time I really need help, I really do hope those who I've help lend me a helping hand. Sorry for seeing it this so practical way but really I swear, to those I've ever help, I really help with my whole heart. I really mean no harm to anyone unless like mentioned above, you messed with me lah..

But then the Master told me, don't poke your nose in everyone's business. Not all but there are some people who might not like it and this might lead to having enemies. ><" True. There is one who told me in the face like that and I can fully understand that =) I will be cautious from now on then. Want my help? Bow to me first! Muahaha! Just kidding~ xD

He also mention it's good and bad. Bad in the sense that people don't like, good in the sense that it helps in my business relations. He say my relations can go international? O.o"

Anger Management

Seriously, there are lots of time I feel that I really need to control my temper. I don't really lose my cool that easily. But if I do, be prepared for the worst. =x I don't know what to say. Every time when my anger is gone, I feel utterly remorseful for what I've did when I was angry. There was twice, I cried.

Naive

I'm naive because I trust people. When one tells me something, I'll trust them word for word. Whether they're joking or playing a prank on me, it is when my analysis kicks in. Then, I'll know.

Another sad thing

I won't say the whole thing out but I was given 2 choices in life in future. Here, I want to say, I would rather my left knee is injured/crippled than the other scenario.

I seriously don't know how he knows it but my left knee is actually weaker. I don't know if it actually affects but if you notice when I walk, my right leg covers more distance than my left leg.

Finally

Now I know, it's very scary to know about your future for you may hear things which you do not want to know. Seriously, I'm scared already. I'll never go for another palm reading like this again ><"

BUILT TO LAST - Official Music Video

2011-09-07T22:24:00.001+08:00

This song is dedicated to you. Someone whom I wish to know more about you.

I've looked for love in stranger places

But never found someone like you

Someone whose smile

Makes me feel I've been holding back

And now there's nothing I can do

'Cause this is real and this is good

It warms the inside just like it should

Most of all, most of all

It's built to last, it's built to last

All of our friends saw from the start

So why didn't we believe it too?

Oh yeah, now look where we are

You're in my heart now

And there's no escaping it for you

'Cause this is real and this is good

It warms the inside just like it should

Most of all, most of all

It's built to last

Walking on the hills at night With those fireworks and candlelight

You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real and this is good

It warms the inside just like it should

Most of all, most of all

It's built to last

'Cause you are the sun in my universe

Consider the best when we felt the worst

And most of all, most of all, most of all

Most of all, most of all, most of all

It's built to last

2011-02-05T01:35:00.003+08:00

A little more about myself...

童时期，他们是最乖巧惹人疼的乖宝宝，而年轻的魔羯总是容易显得孤僻不合群.

而魔羯的极端，却是矛盾的状态，很爱很恨，总在两端不停跳跃，找不到中间平衡态，所以魔羯座对自己的情绪也会有困惑，于是他们就在这种激烈撞击的心理状态下表现出一如既往的漠然，不然他是没有办法思考的，“自己到底在想什么？自己到底站在哪一边？”就在这种冷漠的伪装中，魔羯正在反反复复整理自己的各种相互矛盾的情绪和想法，而这就成了世人眼中的深思熟虑吧。

你要让身边的魔羯去分析一个人的优缺点，如果他想说，那么你会发现这个人的无论优点还是缺点都统统无所遁形，你发现他可能分析到别人的一句话一个动作，也用上了自己的第六感。你会一边赞叹魔羯的惊人的分析别人能力，一边又暗暗出冷汗，觉得魔羯竟然这么分析别人？！真是有点老谋深算的感觉。如果他不想说，你就会发现他好像对任何人都好冷漠，对任何事都漠不关心，如果他心情亢奋，你也许又会看到另外两个形象：也许对其非常刻薄，也许对其非常赞许。但大多数情况下，你看到的只是个傻乎乎的魔羯，对你的问题愣愣的，有着各种胡言乱语。这是因为魔羯真是一个十分敏感的星座，他能够通过一件小事看透一个人，也十分了解什么是好的，什么是适合社会的，同时，魔羯又是一个极其爱自我怀疑的星座，他清楚自己的阴暗气质，所以往往不敢完全肯定自己的分析，当别人流露出美好气质的时候，他会立刻丢弃自己的关于别人缺点的分析，所以说起来，魔羯其实很容易上当受骗，也很容易受伤害。

可是，另一方面，因为他们天生的敏感，倒也很容易察觉到自己被骗了，这时他们极端的性格再次发挥作用：当他们看到别人表现出好的一面时，对别人的信任是绝对的，不参杂的；而当他们发现，即使是一件为不足道的小事上的欺骗，他们就绝不会再信任了

很少有人和别人交往是从绝对的信任开始，可是魔羯是。

魔羯总是很轻易的就把一个以前从未接触过的陌生人定义为好人，别人说什么他都信会信以为真。而且他们一旦对别人建立良好的印象就很难消除。

你要是毫无条件的帮他一回，他可能表面不动生色，却暗暗想把你一辈子都包揽照顾起来。（很多人都说魔羯的人不爱揽闲事，最怕别人找他们帮忙。这说的太对了，但决不是因为魔羯自私，而是他们总是把自己的责任看得太重，一旦帮了忙他就是拼了老命也要做得尽善尽美，不能容忍别人有一点不满意。所以尽管求他们办事很难，可一旦答应你就放一百二十个心吧！） <----- This is so true! ><

魔羯没有中间态。终其一生忍受内心各种相互矛盾的极端之间的冲突，无法清楚、绝对的表达自己是他们的宿命。到底是正还是邪？是善还是恶？他注定了感受误解、孤独、摇摆和困惑。他注定了越来越沉默。每一个泪水滑落的间，是他们在轻轻和自己拥抱。他像追日的夸父，穷毕生之力寻找一个可以用尽他们所有的善而或所有的恶的人，让人性能够不再选择中挣扎，可是终将至死无果。

Crybabyzell signing off

2011-01-29T15:26:00.003+08:00

I fear that the worst for SP Environment Club is imminent...

2011-01-22T22:46:00.009+08:00

So last Wednesday was the day I sort out all my problems to the respective people and it turn out great =) I feel more at ease already. Although none of the problems came to a conclusion but yea. I feel great enough. Of course I would rather things come to a conclusion fast ^^ but some things can't rush.

Anyway, to those who I told my problems to, all the problems I mentioned are just 50% of my problems I am facing in my life right now. So yea... don't feel bad about it. Just concentrate on solving what's between me and you bah. =)

Well, on a brighter note, I am not emo-ing anymore. ^^ I was "saved" from telling all my problems to my friends. I almost return to the bad bad kid which none of my friends know of xP You really wouldn't want to see that happen though. It's really scary. It frightens me too xD

But then, not emo-ing doesnt mean that my 心灵解开了. One year ago, it was Env Club which made me open up my heart and let me enjoy all the fun I had. Last Last Thursday, it was also Env Club that seal up my 心灵. But this time I am not letting anything open up my heart. I am going to let the girl of my dreams to open it. I really don't know who it'll be. I just hope she can come by and let me know early. =)

I feel like talking more about myself ^^ Basically, I am him...

Don't get me wrong. It's not 炎亞纶, but 邢一诚 in this drama called 爱似百汇 (Love Buffet). When watching this drama, I could figure out what this guy is gonna do next. by the way, he's a Capricorn too. xD

The first impression which a guy Capricorn gives other people is very unapproachable. The very cool cool type of people. Ok. Fine. Call me act cool then =.=" but yea... One thing great about Capricorns are that they are very 专情 and very loyal to their partner. Just like this guy in this drama, he will keep memento of his ex or his crush until he founds a new girl that touches his heart. In other words, he will never forget the girl until a new girl steps into his life, touches his heart, then he'll realise that he should move on in life. If not, nothing could change him. Somehow, girls always say that they prefer 专情 guys. But they don't really meant what they say. They still go for guys who they like (like as in anything but 专情)... just like the female lead in the pic. LOL.

就算有缘有分，对方不想在一起，我也无能为力...我只能说..."好可惜的一段恋情啊..." 希望我的下一段恋情不会是这样子.

很抱歉. 但身为摩羯座的我，是在感情上特别专情的. 我无法把你给完全忘掉. 只有等着另一个像你一样好的女生进入我的人生. 我也抱歉我带给你的困扰. 爱上你, 不是你的错, 而是我太懦弱了, 这么轻易地就爱上你. 你放心好了，在我找到新欢之前，我不会误会你对我有意思的. 只要你还把我当作朋友，我什么也愿意.

就让我用歌来了断这段可惜的恋情吧...

*Note the change in lyrics using "Bold"*

我曾说不想有天让你知道

我对你有那么好

你没有懂我的失落

不需靠宽容就能够解脱

我以为我出现的时候刚好

你和我正开始发展

我以为我已对你不再期待

不纵容我再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔

能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口

专情陪在你左右

弥补我一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究我会慢慢明白

你的心已不在我身上

我的关心你依然无动于衷

我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔

能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口

专情陪在你左右

你害怕一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

你让我红了眼眶

我却还笑着原谅

原来我早就想好我要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强

却一天天的失望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

我以为我的温柔

能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口

专情陪在你左右

弥补我一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

你让我红了眼眶

我却还笑着原谅

原来我早就想好我要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强

却输得那么绝望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

(Refer to the 2nd song on my playlist)

2011-01-10T10:31:00.003+08:00

Great! I pissed off one of my Earth Hour Committee member. He owed me alot of work despite me getting the rest of the committee members to help him lighten his workload. Yet, He keeps on dragging and dragging, delaying my schedule for Earth Hour. He promised me that he will start working on it after his driving test on 3rd Jan. Yet, till today he has not finish because of other projects on his hand. I even waited after school for 3 hours just to meet with him to discuss any problems he faced. Yet, little did I realise, he started working on it when I met him. He expects me to stay throughout with him while doing the work. However, I explained to him that I got a friend's birthday celebration to attend. So I left earlier. I gave him a dateline which was due ytd. Because the earlier he finishes, the earlier and happier he can celebrate his birthday today. But he still didn't finish his work. sigh... I don't wish to create a dispute with him. I'm already as stress as I am already. All I want is him to finish his work for me.

The worst thing when working in a corporate society is when you are stressed by your superior and your workers don't want to work for you. In conclusion, everything got to be done by yourself.

To the friend I pissed off: Hey, it's not just you who is unhappy during their birthday. I kena said by someone this... "You got the time to celebrate your birthday with SP Env friends but you got no time to finish the clubhouse" Do you know how sad I was when this person said this to me? My heart totally sank all the way down.

First of all, my birthday celebration was a last minute decision. I didn't plan to celebrate my birthday with my friends on my birthday itself. In fact, I was planning to come back InnoV to finish the drawing.

Second, that person dont respect my birthday. Hey! It's my birthday and I cant celebrate it? I really value the importance of birthday. That is why I would never put it on ur birthday. and that's why I said due ytd. Coz you told me we have celebrations from monday to thursday. Am I gonna waste another week bcoz of your "birthdays"? I am so sorry but I really dont have much time left. Everything is behind my schedule. I really hope you can understand.

I really hope you wont quit Earth Hour Committee as you may not know about it... the committee is already as cui it is. I cant afford to lose anymore comrades. I really cant!

Crybabyzell signing off

2011-01-06T08:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to me... Guess my 19th Birthday isn't as interesting as my 18 other birthdays... or in other words, it's my worst birthday ever. I didn't receive any birthday wishes from any of my close friends nor best friends. Yet, those whom I seldom talk to, wished me. But when I tried to keep the conversation going... well, you should know what happen...

Anyway, I'm here posting up a short notice again. No one jio me out today. If you happen to read this before 3pm, please... jio me out T.T If not, I'll just go InnoV to continue my drawing after my lesson @ 3pm. sigh... What a boring birthday...

Crybabyzell signing off

2011-01-05T22:45:00.004+08:00

What a disappointing day...

First of all, no one read my post and came to accompany me. Well, I do know that it's under short notices and people don't visit my blog. However, I still put that teeny weeny bit of hope that someone would be there. Sigh... How foolish of me ><"

Anyway, I'll still be there on every Wednesday 12pm. Whoever happens to read this, come and join me bah =)

Next, was that one of my best friend forgotten that my birthday is tomorrow. sigh... Exaggerating to the extend that she wants me to show her my IC =.=" LOL! Hope she doesnt see this xD haha. Of course I'm disappointed but what can I do? My life is screwed up as it is. So let it be bah.

如果这是上天给我的一个考验，我会情愿地奉陪到底。但如果这是上天开我的玩笑，我也无能为力地接受这个事实.

Then was my celebration with my family today. Everything went according with the final decision I mentioned in the earlier post. Well, it wasn't that bad. Cause Cafe Cartel offers free bread and being typical singaporeans, my family keep on taking the breads xD LOL.

Then came along my first present for my 19th birthday from Keshia. HOO!!! Not sure how I'm gonna use it though but I love it cause it's my 15th birthday presents from friends only in my whole entire life! =) I still remember the first birthday present I received from my friends was in Secondary 3 ^^ haha! Sounds a bit sad right? but this is the fate of the January babies. What can I do? People are always busy when the year starts. Where do they find the time to celebrate your birthday with you or even buy you a birthday present? sigh...

How am I supposed to meet my "lost" true friend this friday? Both our class are just beside. I don't understand why as friends, she don't ask me what happened. All the while I've been emo-ing and yet it caught her attention. I feel like a failure.

是我做朋友... 做得太失败，还是就算是朋友... 我也不值得你去关心?

ps: No one jio me out tomorrow... *sadded* sigh...

Crybabyzell signing off

2011-01-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

Anyone free to join me for lunch @ 12pm tomorrow at InnoV clubhouse? I had lost an usual companion of mine. So yea... I could really use a companion tomorrow...

Crybabyzell signing off

2011-01-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

This is a really bad start for the year, 2011. So much stress, so much disappointment and all these sums up to one thing. So much emo-ing...

I really had enough. No more! REALLY NO MORE ME!!! I had it. Stop pressurising me. It's not my fault that I had failed. I didn't want to fail. Do you know how much I wanted to pass? I couldn't wait to show off to my friends. I couldn't wait to let my friends know how great I am. I couldn't wait to tell my friends... "Hey, I'm a grown up now. Stop treating me like a kid, pushing me around." But all these... were gone... I had failed. Not that I had failed in this, I had also failed in something else which I'll mention it later.

And all because I failed, my birthday this year isn't going to be a splendid one.

I always hate people saying "Anything... anything... anything" when I am celebrating his/her birthday. It's your birthday. You're the boss today. YOU call the shots. We're with you. We'll do whatever you wanna do. Because it is your day.

However, this year for my birthday. I had to call it my first and (I hope) only "Anything" Birthday. Whee~ Why am I not even laughing? LOL. Why anything? Because I failed. I require my brother's aid to get my own birthday cake. I could have bought any birthday cake from my house downstairs but I wanna go somewhere else in Bedok to buy because that cake shop sells coffee cake. I have no preference for birthday cake flavours. But my mom does. She loves coffee cakes and that particular cake shop sells it.

Still don't see my point? The point is I failed to get something which my mom had been sponsoring me. I have failed her. And she's blaming for that so that I don't have to trouble my brother to buy the cake. That's why I am doing all these for her. Moreover, isn't your birthday also known as your mom's 受难日? I just wanna suit to her likes even though it's my birthday. Anyway, let's get to the main topic. (btw it was in the morning and that cake shop just open. So yea... no time to bake a new coffee cake)

There's another thing about my "Anything" birthday. Supposedly, before I failed, we have decided on the place to celebrate my birthday. Vienna in United Square. It's buffet style Each person around $36++ Likewise, I actually have no preference for ala-carte or buffet. I just wanna suit to my mom too. My mom loves buffet and the only time we get to eat buffet is during our family member's birthday. However, my family seems to change the idea after I failed that day. My parents dont want Vienna anymore and my brother doesn't even want buffet. I finally submit to the idea of going NEX shopping mall to celebrate because it's new and my mom hasn't been there. So yea. But still, we're going to eat ala-carte, Cafe Cartel. It's also because my mom likes the free bread there. xD lol.

I wouldn't tell you all what did I fail in. Like I had mentioned in my facebook. If you don't know, don't bother asking. You still can try your luck but I don't know how my reaction will be. Really gotta depend on my mood. Also, if you know, please keep your mouth zip. You wouldn't want me to find out that you are going around spreading it. I'll kill you if you did. You have my word. No joke.

The following must be my greatest failure in my life. In my 19 years, I have never succeeded before. I always wanted to do this. I have an idea of my own, maybe random, maybe not, create an outing for a whole lot of people. But every time I jio-ed them. All of them turned me down. Thus, the reason why I don't organise outings. Because these outings will never succeed in the end. Either last minute got people back out (until the outing is cancelled) or at the very maximum, only 2 would turn up. Miraculously, I haven't broke my record yet as of now.

I really being through a lot of stresses lately. The (2) things I failed in, my family, my CCAs, and lastly, my friends. That special someone... who I thought that she could be my first true friend in Poly. A someone who I have no problems talking to about my problems. Usually, whenever I wanna tell my problem to someone. The very first thing that would go through my mind will be... what would happen if I told this person my problems. Would he spread to someone else? Is my problem able to be spread around? Anything that will happen to me if I tell this problem of mine? All these pass through my mind at that instance. But when I'm with her. I have no doubts about telling her my problems. I can speak as freely as I want. What I had in mind. I have this friend in my secondary school too. But then again, he's in TP. How often do we get to meet or even to tell him my problems? Some problems cant be told through medias like msn or facebook. It must told face to face. I feel at ease telling her my problems.

However, 2 months back, she found someone who she is close with. Too close to the extend that it lead me somewhere else at first. But now it doesn't matter le. What really matters is that the distance between me and her lengthen when they both became closer. That's what I am really sad about. Not only the distance, I also feel that she's avoiding me. She may claim that she's not but I know, she is, subconsciously. I know her well. I know she is. Have ever have this feeling that something that belongs to you, suddenly was taken away from you over a short period of time? Basically, this is what I am feeling right now and honestly, this feeling sux to the max. I can tahan any longer of this...

Right now everything around is just screwed up. Friends, Family, CCAs(going to..) and my life. Like I've said on fb, "问题是... 我身旁还有美好的事物值得我去珍惜吗?人生...朋友...亲人... 都搞扎了. 还会有美好的事物吗?"

To all my friends, please don't feel that I am hard to approach to. I'm still alright. Just need something to cheer me up. Hope you guys can help me. Try to keep me busy from thinking about these negative stuffs. That will be very much appreciated. Thank you.

I'm going to InnoV tml at around 12pm to emo... If you read this and you are free, come join me bah...

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2010-12-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!! STRESS SI LE!!! THIS HOLIDAY ISNT A HOLIDAY MAH!!! LOL!

I gotta do clubhouse design which originally isnt me in-charge de. Now I gotta make sure everything goes well, de drawing and de painting... =.=ZZZzzZZzZZZzz Worse of all, I gotta buy my own paint? wth? Dam ex and heavy can?! but I aint gonna buy it myself. bleah~ xP

I almost got myself into Thinking Mosaic sia ><" Alot of people asked me to help them find used banners ><" I got no time lah ><" lol.

Last but not least, I am doing smt will be revealed on the 27th December. I hope I can pass it and share de joy with everyone ^^ haha. (btw it's not Xmas presents hor xD )

den there's open house coming up... and AGM... haiz... ><"

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If this is the way you want it, it shall be. Dont blame me for being a bastard.

2010-12-11T21:52:00.003+08:00

Alright! MST are over! guess what? Earth Hour's next. ><" I've finished working on the whole plan for earth hour. All that's left is to pray that the GoGreen Director xD once everything's ok, earth hour will be a mega event. ^^ Lets just hope everything goes well.

Recently, I just found a new Taiwan drama to watch ^^ It's called Rouge President 流氓校长. got 小鬼黄鸿升 and 曾之乔, the chio bu i posted on fb xD haha! still got 吴孟达, de guy who always act with Stephen Chow de ^^ freaking funny drama xD

And just ytd, I watched this movie on youtube called 听说, very touching and oso funny movie ^^ got 彭于晏 wor~. http://zh.wikipedia.org/zh/%E8%81%BD%E8%AA%AA Here's the link to de details of de movie. If you want de link to watch the video, just feel free approach me ^^ I dont dare to post it on fb coz I scared ltr kena ban ><" so yea...

Oh well, that's about all. Cya all!

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如果说爱情就像股票，那么我就是我的股票的唯一股东，永远只有下滑的趋势。从来不会有另一个投资者会参与我的股票。

2010-11-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

I always thought I would fail as a boyfriend in future. But today I realised, I failed as a woo-er....

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TICE ECO CAMP!

2010-10-11T14:54:00.014+08:00

HOO!!! Im back from TICE Eco camp 2010!!! I would say this camp was a success. Though there were some time management problems here and there ><" but overall I had fun throughout the camp and made a lot of friends from TP, NYP, RP, NP, NUS and NTU ^^ And guess wat? My group won 2 prizes, $200 worth of CapitaLand vouchers ^^ HOO!!! Tada~ My group members ^^

Louis, Wilson, Sihui and Shermaine. The other 2 in yellow and black tee on the right are my camp leaders ^^ There's still another guy from NTU but he left early. So we 'kop' his vouchers xP haha!

Anyway, back to SP's studies. So sian. My timetable is too big to be screenshot ><" but I like Monday ^^ starts at 1pm (HOO!!!) but it ends at 5pm =.=" lol. de rest are still alright with me ^^ As for GEMS, Im gonna take Econs with Mathematics with rachelle ^^ haha! become classmates again ^^

Alright den. tat's all folks. ^^ Hope we can still keep in touch with my group members and CL ^^

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2010-10-04T20:54:00.002+08:00

HOOO!!!! results are finally out today! guess wat? my GPA had increased ^^ b4 tat I was still afraid of my tat 6 credits unit module ><" NO MORE CURSING OF THAT MODULE LOH!!! ^^ HOOO!!! a load off my mind ^^ phew...

but then i foresee that my GPA will drop next sem ><" coz there's language module ><" de 2000 words essay. GG! ><" LOL!

Oh well, time for celebration! ^^ HOO!!!

anyway, after this "celebration" will be a whole lots of events ><"

6 Oct - LANZOR!!!! playing LAN with de env guys ^^

7 Oct - Dinner with B2 and "princess" ^^

8 to 10 Oct - TICE ECO camp. The only 3 days whereby I'll put my fb status as "I am a SP student with a NP pencil case, camping in TP and make friends from NYP and RP ^^ " LOL!

11 Oct - Recce with my officer. stress sia ><"

12 Oct & 13 Oct - Toner Collection! anyone from SP interested? ^^

14 Oct - Earth Hour 2011 Meeting, Amazing Green Race Meeting & its recce ><" (gonna be a long day~)

15 Oct - SP Env's outing tgt with the sub committee!!! ^^

den 16 17 Oct will be weekend and Voila!!!

SCHOOL REOPENS!!! ><" haiz...

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2010-08-26T20:38:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! I saw a freaking imba auntie today!

I was on my way to school @ Bedok MRT de gantry. den i saw this auntie in front of me, walking towards the gantry, was like scouting around the area, looking left & right ( for a moment, i thought she's a suspicious character). She last looked at de control station b4 executing her imba plan.

So the yellow one is de imba auntie and de green one was another auntie. I was de orange one walking behind de imba auntie.

So de imba auntie acted like taking out her EZlink card approaching de gantry directly in front of her, like want to tap her own card le. but as soon as de green auntie tapped her card, she jumped to tat gantry and pass the gantry with de green auntie! OMG!!! and she's super fast ><" like ninja. Apparently, de green auntie didnt noticed tat! WTH? ><" I was totally stunned sia ><"

and hor something I spotted with my sharp eyes (hehe... flattering myself xP), de imba auntie's EZlink card was a green one. so is either she "reused" her those kind of 1 trip EZlink card or her own EZlink card is just plain green. LOL!

oh ya one~ more~ thing~, finally de carpark below my block has opened. and true enough, there's an emo motorbike parked there ><" LOL! for more info check out my 5th August's post just below ^^

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2010-08-16T22:19:00.001+08:00

TADA! reason i post is bcoz... I just bought the watch they are wearing in de drama ^^ cool right? ^^ but of coz de watch i bought isnt as cool as de one in de drama lah xD lol.

魏如萱寫一首歌

2010-08-12T11:57:00.000+08:00

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - Yuna Ito (Cover from Aerosmith)

2010-08-12T11:55:00.000+08:00

2010-08-05T23:22:00.005+08:00

The world's most (fill-in-your own words) car park in the world.

Alright. Let us take a look at this pic taken at my house's new car park.

At one glance, dont u feel weird seeing, how come de season parking and de normal parking are separated ALTERNATELY? O.o dont ask me. I have no idea either.

It goes de same for de other side. It's a bit **** coz imagine de "summon" guy goes around checking de cars for coupons. wont it be so mafan? ><" somemore! there isnt any shopping mall nor MRT near my house. y do they need season parking in de 1st place? ><" lol.

That's not all. Here comes de funny part. refer back to de pics above. See tat white patch there. Do you know wats tat for? O.o

TADA!!! For de one and only motorcycle lot! LOL! this one I really got nth to say liao ><" wat an emo motorcycle to park there all by itself ><" LOL! now time for u all to fill in ur own words liao xD

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2010-07-25T23:29:00.004+08:00

hey there...sigh...I didnt wanna use my blog as a platform to vent my anger or to express my depression. but then... SERIOUSLY...

Can anyone answer my question...?

What is the point of growing up when you can't enjoy growing up? What is the point of growing up when you can't have fun growing?

Today, I just realised, Kho Yu Li is never Kho Yu Li when he's in his own particular class. Never... since Year1.

2010-07-10T00:56:00.002+08:00

Im here to share something sad T.T

ytd I went to bedok's NTUC Foodfare to 'da pao' lunch at this roasted pork stall. I ordered my food and just when de boss started to make a preparation, an old indian guy (in his late 50s) approached from my back carrying 2 sacks of rice around (10 or 15kg each sack) so I stand aside to allow him to go in or smt. However, he was waiting for the boss inside to give further instruction or something. so he just hold on to his 2 sacks and waited. he didnt put down de sacks of rice ><"

but wats exasperating was that de boss ignored that indian guy while preparing my food ><" (i bet he saw de indian guy liao loh) until 2 or 3 mins later, he open the container where all de rice are kept. de rest are all done by de indian man. ok nvm. this is not de worst yet. den suddenly, another guy wearing de same tshirt as de boss said this to de boss "人老了，快要死了，让他做多一点" wth?! people carry such heavy sacks of rice, still gotta wait for you, open de sack and pour de rice into container, yet u're still cursing him?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?! somemore de both of them are so young (around 20 to 30 years old), cant u just help them abit?! They are doing this job just to earn a living, not for you to curse at them!

人性好险恶喔~ Haiz....

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2010-06-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

Yo! Im back! and im bored~ T.T seriously, why is it that when my friends are free, Im busy? and vice versa? I seriously wanna watch movies! Haiz...apparently, no one's free. sob...sob... Oh well, Just an hour or so, I went to play Blackshot ( yea I just started Blackshot last week ) and audition alone. yea alone ><" I dont dare to ask my friends to play with me. I dunno why. Well, if any of u are reading this, jio me to play games will ya' ? even msn games will do ><" I oso dunno why I dont like let my friends know that im bored....

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2010-06-10T00:21:00.003+08:00

I must be crazy to post right now ><" funny right? nv posting when so free, yet now MST week still post xP how contradicting ><" haiz... but i really need a platform to rant on!!! ><" ( Dont wanna flood my fb as well as others wall. )

My last 2 papers on friday!

haiz...yea you're right. my last 2 paper is the 6 credits units module which I have been unhappy with for the past 2 weeks. the most stupid thing is my 1st paper on fri is from 8.30am to 9.30am where my this stupid module is from 3.30pm to 5.30pm =.=" yea right...what the hell?! T.T 6 hours of break minus 1 hour of lunch. still got 5 hours to study for tat module? ><" I rather get it over and done with. ok... at most 4 hours breaks in total? ><" haiz ... tml no paper somemore ><" URGH!!!

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2010-05-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

Dam! I almost forgot I had a blog ><" so long nv post le T.T sob.. sob... sorry for the neglection ><" Must thank derrick & weibin for giving reminders too ^^

alright let's talk abt today ^^ today was hectic at Sembawang Shopping Centre. Yes, u're eyes ain't playing a trick on u. I reached SSC at '8+abit' am (supposed at 8am). tat means Im supposed to wake up at 6.30 to go there. but I was late ><" too tired arh. so yeah.

reached there help set up de whole event. realised Bedok View took part in this event too O.O I was like who sia? ><" den I saw these group of BVSS walking in. some of them got see b4. some didnt ><" and they were accompanied by a looks chinese teacher ( nv seen b4 ) and Ms Deepa. She only recognised me when I was serving the food to her ^^

as mentioned in my fb status. now i know who to approach to in BV if I want to implement a green project in BV le ^^ but den... time wise. I dunno leh ><" I really wish I could but I need de manpower of Env club. However, most of them lives in de north or de west =.=" lol. Been trying to get Shermin and Xinyi into my club. but then =.= like kinda failed sia T.T Rachelle is completely no hope. Im still putting my luck on shermin T.T haiz ... it's so hard to pull ppl in ><"

Oh ya if this project succeed, I can put it as my FOSTER program too ^^ hehe.

anyway back to de topic. other than my club, there's this group of St. Gabriel Sec boys too. at de end of de day, we're supposed to claim taxi fares. apparently, only they did take taxi =.= de rest of us from SP took bus except for one( coz her mom is a taxi driver ^^ ) so this St. Gab wanted to claim but was denied bcoz he was late. He came at 9.30am like tat. ><" den he was damn pissed off loh. =.= de thing is I see no reason for being pissed off. We're told tat only taxi fares from Sembawang MRT to SSC is allowed to be claimed. and de trip is like less than $5? Y get so pissed off and swearing to tat organiser over such small stuffs. Well, it's ur fault for being late mah. If I was de organiser, I wouldnt allow them to claim either. In fact, I wont even mentioned to claim taxi fares =.= lol.

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2010-04-10T21:15:00.002+08:00

Yo~! Im back ^^ after so long ><" haiz ... just kinda lazy to blog actually. de reason i blog today was bcoz i wanna add song into my blog =.= lame but yeah. ><"

1st of all I really wanna thank all those who came and support my Earth Hour ^^ Im so glad tat it went successfully to me ^^ ok... actually, I always tot de whole event was successful until weibin told me abt it tat particular night and oso at de debrief on de following monday ><" lol. serious leh. I nv tot of much of those things tat nv went well. ><" all I tot to myself was... I was indeed a very very very bad host T.T haiz ... even recently, I had this dream of me being a bad host again T.T haiz ... gonna work very hard on tat. must learn to be attentive to my surroundings.

so basically after EH was slacking at home like nth to do T.T almost everyday play game... oh ya i broke my own promise to myself T.T I didnt got time to watch my taiwan dramas T.T I have a feeling tat im gonna watch when sch reopens =.=" ironically ><" lol.

So just last thurs, I got this volunteer work. supposed to do from thurs to sat. It's called Eco World Singapore 2010. the EcoSingapore guy last min need ppl. so he made an allowance to jio ppl. therefore it's known as 'paid' volunteers. ( HEY !!! i got put inverted commas arh =.= lol. ) and de funny thing is ... I got 'fired' on de 1st day ><" coz they dont need so many ppl to help. lol. at least I earned another $50 ^^ supposedly can get $150 de loh =.= for 3 days. haiz ... nvm. it's better than nth ^^

Alright sch's starting very soon & Im still choosing wat GEMs to take ><" but I definitely gonna take arts & humanities 1st. ^^ thinking of french culture right now ><" Hmmm... Man!! Right now, I cant wait for Sch to reopen and holidays to start again ><" ironically again. lol.

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2010-03-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Finally, a rest day for me T.T Had been busy for the last week and is going to be busy next week T.T take a look at my schedule ^^

lets go by each date ^^

15th -

1st and only day I was at Science centre with Primary School Kids and their workshop ><" seriously, 7 of them is too much for me to handle ><" i wonder how de others took care of 10 ><" haiz ... science centre so big, some touch here touch there some run abt...i think throughout de whole thing... more than 1/2 de time I was gathering them tgt loh ><" haiz ... and oso I gotta be de full time 'watchdog' for de toilets ><" coz they got this beehoon and alot of them dont finish them up, leaving a few strands here and there. Im not being fussy but just tat this little strands could accumulated and choked de sink. (tat was wat i told them lah ^^ ) so de tea break was de only time which none toilet's sink was choked (they choked de sink during morning break and lunch =.=" ) ^^ thanks to me. I sacrificed my tea break T.T

16th to 18th -

Youth Environment Envoy Workshop !!! ^^ Probably de best workshop i had ever attended ^^ met many youth environmentalist there ^^ And Im surprised O.O" most of them are working very close with NEA with projects ^^ de current environmental projects probably were proposed by them ^^ I've learnt alot during de workshop ^^ im now inspired to write a proposal to NEA ><" but den ... haiz ... see how lah xP

19th -

supposedly to be another science centre workshop. but decided not to go in de end, coz too tired le ><" but den at night still got an Earth Hour meeting T.T haiz ... ya loh.

den today ^^ now I feel like I had regained my energy spent throughtout de 4 days ^^ HOO!!! but tml still got cleanup at Kallang Basin ^^ another high energy comsumption event ><" haha.

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2010-03-12T20:54:00.004+08:00

EARTH HOUR 2010 @ SP

At 8.30pm on the 27 March, 2010, millions of people in some of the world’s major capital cities, including Copenhagen, Toronto, Chicago, Melbourne, Brisbane, Tel Aviv and Manila will unite and switch off the lights for Earth Hour.

Last year, thousands of people across Singapore took part in Earth Hour as individuals at home and organisations switched off their lights to reduce carbon footprint and many parts of Singapore were plunged into darkness for one hour.

For one hour, commercial entities and residential households around the island powered down their lighting collectively, drawing attention to the extent of energy that actually goes into superfluous lighting.

Singapore Polytechnic Environment Club is also doing its part to generate awareness of Earth Hour 2010 here on campus grounds.

Date: 24^th March 2010
Time: 1pm-5pm
Event: EH10 External Publicity
Venue: Neighbourhood around SP

Date: 26^th March 2010
Time: 1pm-5pm
Event: EH10 External Publicity with Pei Hwa Secondary
Venue: Sengkang Neighbourhood

Date: 27^th March 2010
Time: 7pm-10pm
Event: Earth Hour 2010
Venue: Multi-purpose field near fc5

Our objective is to garner support from the staff & students from SP and make youths the ambassadors of the cause. We want to encourage them to be proactive, not just reactive. This will create a domino effect, spreading the message to more than the intended audience.

CCA points provided !

Do email your particulars (name, hp no, admin no, event, email) to Yu Li at zell_dincht_1992@hotmail.com.

That's right! is email me. ^^ so if you're reading my blog and from SP do join us for this wonderful event ^^ See ya' there ^^

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2010-03-06T20:01:00.002+08:00

THE HISTORY OF THE KHO(许) FAMILY

reason why I said this is because my dad just came back from Hainan ytd and he 'brought' back the history of my ancestors to us ^^

there's quite alot but I'll just summarise into interesting points

1. Right now, I am de 25th generation of Kho family ^^

2. My ancestors can be dated back from the Qing Dynasty !!! How cool was tat?!!! ^^

3. I am not really very sure but it may be possible that my ancestors was an official in the dynasty. coz my dad just say 以前是做官的. not really very sure. ><"

4. My name was engraved on a stone plate in front of my great grandfather's tomb ^^ My dad took a pic of it but i dont think it is appropriate to post on de internet. so yeah ... It was ... well, u can say updated in 2001. and I realised there are 6 people in my generation. 3 are me and my brothers and 3 others still in Hainan. Heard from my dad that they're doing quite well in in China ^^ de oldest one just had their child's 1 year celebration. de 2nd studying in a U right now. de last one (younger than me) is now studying 高五. not really sure wat age is tat ><" lol.

5. there's tis list of middle name too ^^ my this generation de middle name was 宇. my next generation which will my child, de middle name is 治. Hmmm ... as I mentioned just now de oldest one who just had their child. de child's name was Zhikai. So wat will be de name of my child ? ><" tat i'll leave it to de future ^^ lol.

btw...HOO!! End of Exams !!! End of Year 1 !!! ^^ cant wait for sch to start again ^^ coz i wanna to feel my seniority back xP lol.

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2010-02-18T20:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

It's been such a long time since my birthday post ><" well, busy lah (excuses... =.=" and y am i reprimanding myself? O.o" anyway ... ) it's chinese new year. Well, it's not a celebration which i looked foward to. haiz ... Basically, I just spent my morning and afternoon 'chu yi' at home watching TV. abit no life but yeah... ><" it began like this since tat time and now I dont celebrate CNY with my father side relatives le. like totally 决裂 already T.T haiz ... though i still miss some of my cousins there. Nah. I dont wanna talk abt it anymore.

so yeah like de usual, went to my mother side de grandma's house for celebration in de evening, ate dinner, play dai dee ( Hey! dont link to gambling arh! we dont gamble ^^ ) and watch TV. chit chat awhile and there goes my new year clothes liao =.= gonna keep in de cupboard for another one year? lol. my previous new year clothes really kept for a year until this CNY ><"

den 'chu er' morning was going to offer prayers to my grandparents from my father side in de temple beside Bedok South Sec. den eat lunch and went to de temple in bugis with my mother side grandparents. coz lots of food stall were closed den. we went to 'Lao Pa Sah' for dinner instead. coz we know it's opened last year. so this year we went again. By default, we're supposed to go to de 春到河畔. de decorations on de floating platform. but den my grandparents were exhausted le. so we didnt go in de end.

after tat was slacking slacking slacking until ytd, I started my revision. ( im supposed to be doing my revision now. but de comp beside me too tempting lah ><" ) haiz ... seriously, im a weird guy. Questions with '*', I can do but questions w/o '*', I cant do ><" ARGH !!! I DONT LIKE INTEGRATIONS of trigo and integrals !!! T.T

anyway, heard of my new blog song? ^^ nice eh? it's de new final fantasy 13 theme song. It's called "My Hands" by Leona Lewis. I watched de gameplay on youtube and ... OMG !!! seriously... y is it on PS3 only? T.T I wanna play on comp. T.T eheh... does anyone have de crack of this game in PC version( I know FF8 has it in PC version.) pls do tell me... T.T I will treat u to anything once ><" most importantly, Lightning (de female lead) uses gunblade !!! same as Squall ( male lead of FF8 ) tats y i wanna play ><"

1 down, 2 to go ^^

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2010-01-06T13:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me~ Happy Birthday To Me~ Happy Birthday To Me~~ Happy Birthday To Me~

HOO !!! Im 18 already. ^^ *throws a clock out of the window* sigh ... how time flies ... oh wait. I rmb-ed. I got a 18th birthday resolution --- that is not to be lame ^^ but i just did XP oh well, i shall push the blame to Mr Shah( my sec sch physics cher ). XP he told us this lame joke.

anyway, guess what? Look at de time of this post. 1316hrs !!! It's my birthtime recorded in my birthcert ^^ muahaha... and also de date of this post is 6th jan.

haiz ... 18 sounds like a very big number. lots of things tat u can start doing. etc smoking, drinking liquor, gambling... too bad, I dont do any of those ^^

still got clubbing, driving, M18... most probably de things i would do ^^ but clubbing... may be for one time only ... just to experience whether i will like it or not ^^

Time for credits ^^

Derrick - Ahh... always the 1st who gave me my present ^^ thanks for de tshirt. I like it very much ^^ Im surprised u know my size. below i will post a pic of me wearing it ^^

Ee Jie, Poh San, Hui Rong - thanks for de handmade tissue ^^ i liked de designs. just tat im afraid it'll go yellowish over de time. den not nice le T.T

1/2 of DME/1A/21 - thanks for having lunch with me at FC2 ^^ wasnt much of a celebration but i liked de companion ^^

Weibin & Rachelle - thanks for initiating to celebrate with me on de day itself ^^ otherwise I would have go around asking who's free ><" haiz ... ps rachelle, for making u go home late ><" dont tired urself out ok? ^^

Rachelle - Thanks for the pencil case. ^^ Im sure no one would touch it w/o my consent ^^

Weibin - win liao loh. come my house give present de ><" but den I supposed urs was de most ex present ><" I tried playing it ytd. de car very slow ah ><" cannot even drift ><" must play more to earn more cars ^^ thanks ^^

Serena - Im surprised tat u gave me present O.O on de open house somemore ><" but den u could have given de present more politely T.T hit me from de back ><" my friends tot y tis girl so violent, suddenly hit me de ><" lol. thanks for de pink tshirt ^^ dont worry. i will wear it to sch de ^^

Currently - it's 13 presents from friends only since I was born ( still got 1 more coming and tat will be 14 ^^ ) I hope it can reached 19 when I reached 19 or 20 when I reached 20. ^^

above all ... i oso would like to thank those who wished me happy birthday on FB. ( though I expected more from smses than FB ><" )

Thank you all for making my 18th bithday the most happiest birthday ever ^^

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2009-12-29T20:54:00.010+08:00

Today was a fruitful day ^^ We went to have hands-on in Gardening. As I had mentioned, I took gardening for my skills components in NYAA. So we went to this place in Changi ( near Changi Village) where plants are sold to ppl. Overall, I feel tat de theory (de in-charge gave a small talk abt gardening b4 we started) is much more interesting den practical ><" so I shall let de pictures do de talking ^^

Dont you find this one abit artistic? ^^ taken from de bottom de ^^ I like this one de best ^^

This one also ^^

Roses are red, violets are blue .... LOL

Snail on a leaf. I wonder if it's still alive... O.o"

Anyway, after looking at all these pics, im sure u all are wondering, where's de gardening part?><" lol. already said gardening le. means will dirty hands mah. I didnt take out my hp to take XP lolx. so pls dont be mistaken tat i went to have fun only. ><" but my seniors got take ^^ dunno if got take me or not ... Hmmmm...

One more thing which I wanna share. I think today is the day when my role as de vice-organiser started. Y? Today, Edward smsed me and ask me abt Earth Hour and wat to do b4 de next meeting. But i actually felt weird replying to him. Coz im giving instructions to my senior (he's year 2). and it feels damn weird lah ><" Im not used to be given a higher post in smt when im just a junior. My logic is ... seniors gets to give orders while de juniors just follows them (which wat I had been doing for my sch life b4 this). Maybe this is how a club functions bah. I hope I can get rid of this logic which I had ><" luckily, de other 2 ppl under me are year 1 ^^

since im uploading photos, might as well I share this pics too. Credits to weibin for the 1st 2 pics below ^^ de rest are still taken by me ^^

Took the following pics on de 24th dec with Jeremy at Orchard road.

This lady just happened to be standing there. I didnt know I took her ><" lol.

Took this Santa across the road. ><" lol. otherwise, I wouldnt have zoom and took a nice pic of it ^^

I think this post has de most no. of pics in my blog ever. ^^

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2009-12-28T13:27:00.003+08:00

*Appended*

I spent the last 2 days stoning at home. T.T haiz ... bascially, I was just watching TV, surf net, fb-ing and Dota-ing(with weibin). but ytd was boring yet interesting ^^

Yesterday

although, I stoned at home watching movies. I managed to watch a few movies which I didnt managed to last time.

Jumper

I longed wanted to watch this film. Isnt it cool to just teleport here and there freely? ^^ and rob de bank w/o ppl knowing ><" opps ... O.O" If I knew it was this nice, I would have watched it in the cinemas. But den y didnt I go watch? O.o Hmmm...

Twilight

Critics say it wasnt nice. But I find it alright leh ^^ all de fighting and stuffs. just tat de starting is abit boring lah ><" but after watching, it tempted me to watch New moon ><" lol. Is it still on? O.o

Step up ( ch 5 )

I like de storyline ^^ and de dance moves were great ^^

There's still more movies which i missed it. eg. Transformers : Revenge of the fallen. Awww ... DVD is already out but I have no $ to buy ><" hope i can DL from somewhere. Shhh... or maybe anyone got lobang? ^^ send to me ^^ haha.

anyway, right now I'm in sch waiting for my Hemisphere training to start. haiz ... I got stage fright lah ><" how am I going to give a talk to 1000+ students T.T haiz ...

nervous... nervous... nervous... How can I get rid of u ? T.T

oh ya ... forgot to mention, I just resumed my workout ytd ^^ wah ... felt damn shuang perspire so much XP (though I normally perspire alot already =.=" ) and my bro just received a wheel exerciser for Xmas. and I like using it ^^ very effective for my stomach muscles ^^ been wanting to train on it already ^^

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-12-22T12:18:00.003+08:00

EDITED

Darn blogger just wont let me post a youtube video here =.=" haiz ...

anyway, I havent receive all de photos from de camp!!! T.T sian ... i want upload on blog oso ><" lol. haiz ...

kk lets talk abt how busy I am this holiday.

12 dec to 15 dec - camp ( one word tat explain all - FUN !!! ^^ )

18 dec - 1st meeting for Earth Hour 2010 @ SP

21dec - Hemisphere training ( totally screwed up ><" )

23rd dec - Spread the love ( celebrating Xmas with old folks ^^ ) + dinner with jiahui, derrick and minnette.

24 dec and 25th dec - morning meeting weibin only and sadly no one jio me out T.T

28th dec - Hemisphere Final training ( hope i can do well for it ><" ) + accompany jeremy to fix his lappy

29 dec - NYAA skills training. I took gardening as my skills le ^^

30th dec - weaving event ( decided to go already ^^)

31st dec - some watch environmental movie from 1pm to 4pm + Earth Hour 2010 @ SP meeting right after tat ><" I hope my role doesnt give me too much pressure T.T

and sadly, no one jio me out for countdown yet T.T haiz ... for de above "no one jio me out", it isnt i nv jio ppl. is ppl rejected me T.T haiz ...

anyone w/o a date yet? O.o

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-12-11T19:53:00.003+08:00

Awww... He really makes me wanna get a gf. ( look how easygoing he is ... I like an easygoing lifestyle ^^ )

even if my gf is like tis XP

I want 林达浪 back T.T

Anyway ~ HOO !!! End of MST !!! Like finally... de last paper today was actually de easier papers of the whole MST O.O" so easy tat I have to find ways to score de 8 marks for one of de question ><" ( wat i did was write down again wat this formula is. for eg. du = 0.8m/s, dy = 0.05m etc etc... den form de formula) coz tat question only uses one formula. only on thing to convert. and thats it. u got de 8 marks O.O" lol.

Basically, tis post is gonna abt last week to now. so let us rewind rewind rewind.

last sat, I heard tis though abit happy but very disturbing news broadcast on ch8. Scientists are now researching on sheeps because they're producing too much greenhouse gases(methane). the more they eat, de more methane is produced. Thus, they researching on the sheeps to see if the latter can produce useful gases rather than methane.

I mean like ... currently, which main group of living things that are producing more greenhouse gases? HUMANS! It's like ... we, humans couldnt even control ourselves from producing greenhouse gases. Yet we controlling those sheeps instead? Isnt this like pushing de entire blame onto farming animals for producing greenhouse gases? Farming animals are our sources of food too.

I wont deny the fact that I am also de human who produce greenhouse gases but tis is just my point of view. greenhouses are being released every min every secs. wat we're doing now. wat campaign to tell de ppl to take public transport. or go-green campaign. these campaign CANNOT STOP global warming. it ONLY SLOWS down de rate of greenhouse gases being release. BUT greenhouses gases are still there! To me, de only way to reverse global warming, is to build more trees. absorb carbon dioxide and release oxygen. But tell me now, wat is going on tis time tis moment at Kalimantan? trees are being cut down...or burnt(even worst =.=" ) and we all know, trees take years to grow.

haiz... but im just an ordinary teen, I cant say " Hey, Bill Gates! dont use the car. walk there." or "Obama, dont take de plane. take de train." seriously, i see no effort done to save de earth. EFFORTS as in to reverse the effects of global warming not just prevent de rate. trust me. temp will still increase over de years.

haiz ... when will we wake up and face de real climate change? T.T

To Ms Su Lin ( My CRS lecturer)(though u wont be reading tis ), I am not pessimistic. Im just plainly stating the facts. unless u can prove me wrong. otherwise, i would still think like tis.

kk time for smt happy ^^ HOO !!! IM GOING FOR NYAA CAMP TML !!! ^^ It's a trekking camp 4D3N. so i'll be MIA till tues. ^^ it's from harbourfront to ECP(day 1), to changi beach (day2), to Pasir Ris park(Day 3), to tampines MRT ^^ I cant wait for tml ^^ (tis is oso part of de reason y im posting now ><" lol. )

Oh ya almost forgot...

i wanna list down de things to do this holiday b4 i forget ><"

1. DL a online game to play. ( havent tot of wat to play but yeah ^^ )

2. work (if got lobang T.T)

3. learn to play a new song with my "piano" ^^ (maybe 2, not sure)

4. outings ( ppl pls jio me out T.T otherwise i'll die of boredom T.T )

5. watch my drama ( aiya, tis is already my daily routine le ><" lol. )

Till Tuesday, bye bye ^^

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-11-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

ok here's a short post.

just wanna say tat ... i dunno if im just lucky or unlucky. I have been very suay since 4 days ago.

Saturday
was gonna fetch mom as usual. I was riding very fast with my bike when i realised ... BOTH MY BRAKES WERE FAULTY !!! OMG !!! luckily, i managed to stopped in time using "the primitive way" aka my feet to stop. and luckily i wasnt on de road ^^ my front brakes were spoilt in de 1st place. i dunno y my back brakes de wire went out of place. so rubber didnt rub against de wheels ><"

Sunday
was helping my dad with an aluminium pole. used to hang clothes de. somehow I cut my right pinky. ><" coz there's still sharp edges at de end of de pole. so yeah. I hope it doesnt leave a scar there T.T

Monday
due to my pinky, i told myself not to do too much weights. yet ytd I trained my arm more than my legs =.=" lol. de other thing is...again when fetching mom, i brought my bike into de lift when de door suddenly closed O.O" den it bang into my bike which hit mmy legs T.T my hands hurt too coz i went to push de door away ><" reflexes mah XP

Tuesday
i think this is de most dangerous. this morning went to SP with dad on a motorybike for breakfast. along commonwealth road there. We were at de traffic light when I heard a screeching brake sound coming from de back. a lorry was emergency braking ><" OMG !!! damn dagerous pls. luckily de lorry didnt hit into us. if not i wont be posting here right now T.T

can someone tell me whether im heng or suay? T.T

2009-11-11T19:58:00.003+08:00

Damn Fk up today. supposedly gonna play pool wth de guys but i went home instead. reached home, my bro was watching his HK drama and my mom was repeatedly asking him to continue his housework ( which was wiping dust and stuffs on my table. just my table left unclean ).

den finally after much persuasion he went to clean my table. but when he asked my to put my stuffs back on de shelf directly above my table, I realised. de shelf is clean. but all my items on de shelves isnt !!! There's still dust covered on the boxes. So i went to complain to my mom and kept on saying tat he 没有用心在抹.

so here's come de tension. i merely rose up my voice. and he was like picking up a fight with me. asking me to do it myself.

The thing is it is my mom who asked him to do housework, not me. I just came back from sch. Moreover, he's off today. Y cant he do it properly and clean it up? Y is he so LAZY?!!! Y cant he do something a little bit for de house?

It's not that im lazy and dont wanna clean up my own table. As a matter of fact, during de holiday. IT WAS ME who did most of de housework, from cleaning up to mopping the floor, from mopping de floor to washing de toilet. I got cleaned up his table and wipe every item on his table. I did alot of things when he isnt around. Him? didnt did a single thing. y? working...

I understand tat his shift is

1st day - morning 7am+ to 8pm +

2nd and 3rd day - 5pm+ to next day morning 9am+

4th day - off

so on and so forth ...

He sleeps alot. and I dont mind that ( coz im not sure how tiring his NS is) . The thing that makes me boiled is ... the HK drama !!! I dunno where the hell he got tat darn HK drama from. another fact tat makes me boiled is ... tat drama is currently showing on chU 10pm. WTF?!!! since it's already on de TV, Y cant he watch on TV? Y need to on de DVD player AND de TV to watch? Moreover, TAT DARN HK drama is in Cantonese. Does he understand Cantonese?!!!

and oh please dont tell me he reads subtitles. coz he doesnt even know his spellings. y?

"eh? how to spell "especially" huh?"

and this isnt de 1st time he asked me eng spellings. in fact, he asked me alot of times.

and there's a joke about it. my dad always reminded me to ask my bro if i encounter any problem in my studies. and i always tot to myself "den ask him to revise his studies den". I really wonder how he's gonna tahan in his U next year.

tats is oso y i watched taiwan drama. I read subtitles. As a matter of fact, if a drama or a variety show or even an anime has subtitles, i tend to read de subtitles den watching de show. so u can see my eyes always going up and down. ^^ coz i dont want to end my chinese language after sec sch.

CAN ANYONE TELL ME Y MY BRO IS SO LAZY?!!! he does things so selfishly. and i really hate ppl who are selfish. watching de drama ( which i mention just now ) is a complete waste of electricity. y? coz my mom oso watch de drama at 10pm on ChU. =.=" he himself is wasting electricity yet he always says tat i waste electricity.

at 9.50+ , when i go fetch my mom, i always leave my laptop on but i got close de lid. there's one time he went to off my laptop !!! and he said waste electricity. O.O" isnt de pot calling de kettle black?!!! but after a few times, i caught him wasting electricity, he nv off my laptop anymore le.

talking abt fetching my mom. He's damn lazy. he always dont bathe until 9pm + and ask me to fetch mom coz he just bathe finish. dont wanna perspire. WTF?!!! he got all de time for de day to bathe yet he purposely wait till 9+ go bathe den ask me go fetch mom. he could have rather not bathe and fetched mom, perspire le den go bathe wat!!! wah lao eh ...

another thing is ... he always go jogging (like now) at night. HE PURPOSELY REACHED HOME AT 9.50 + OSO when im about to leave de house !!! and i always asked him to buy dinner for mom on his way home, so tat i dont have to make a detour to de coffee shop. his excuse was ... coins too heavy, very hard to run with. notes scared lost easily. =.="

my dad always say im very lazy. coz i nv go run with my bro. de thing is ... i dont do my workout at night. it's stupid to do workout at night actually. no fresh air. and my dad says tat bcoz he's always around at home during night time. in fact, im starting to workout at SP gym with my class rep every mon.

sometimes i wonder, y cant i be like her ...

in de drama. having such nice brothers ( of coz not so many lah ><" ) though annoying and stressful, but it's at least on de good side?

Crybabyzell signing off

你知道当你喜欢的女生有了男朋友的感觉是那么的痛苦及无法呼吸吗？

2009-11-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

HOO!!! a fruitful week this week ^^ did 2 volunteer work. ^^

Wednesday
went to Sungei Buloh National Reserve Park to salvage de mangrove shoots. Basically, we're just digging up those scattered shoots up. and it was FUN !!! ^^ get to play with mud again ^^ I rmb de last time I played mud was in Sec3 camp? but tat time we had mud-fight which was more fun lah. mud is full of nutrients u know? ^^

den i think I was too tired or something. I was quite fired up that few days. just got angry very easily loh ><"

Thursday
but that couple in de MRT really too much lah ><" i was resting my eyes in de right middle of de MRT STANDING ><" den these couple came and stood in front of me ( the guy was carrying a huge backpack.) at 1st it was quite squeezy... so nvm lah. but after bugis, a lot of ppl went out liao. so i went to lean on de pole on my right and rest my eyes. yet this couple stood in front of me again!!! and de stupid guy's backpack keep on hitting me. and de girlfriend keep on moving to de right. and de guy just followed =.=" keep on fidgeting about =.=" den i stared at tat guy for awhile den move to de side door to rest again.

Saturday
Yet another volunteer work ^^ this time is just introducing a device tat can measure how many watts u use for each appliances. de event was held at Hork park ^^ 1st time there... so yeah ... experience mah. BUT !!! i find tat park abit no use lah ><" it's like completed surrounded by industries ><" y would u build a park almost completely surrounded by industry? =.=" should build at near HDB or smt mah ...

oh ya... den after my shift, I saw a lady and a guy from NTU who came to take over my shift. and tat lady ... OMG !!! got a very bad 公主病... damn 千金大小姐 ><" wear very fashion to come here introduce de device? O.o den when ppl came to de exhibit. they keep on pushing de job back to us...when our shift is already over =.=" den den one more very bad 公主病, coz it's industrial park surround, there;s some construction going on. AND she cant stand de big hammering sound =.=" haiz ...

anyway, gym at SP with my class rep tml ^^ just trying out de gym there ...

Crybabyzell signing off

方大同 Nothing's gonna change my love for you

2009-10-24T23:45:00.006+08:00

The 4th song of de list.

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

2009-10-24T19:34:00.002+08:00

FINALLY !!! End of 1st week !!! oh my god. I knew I would be very busy this Sem T.T well, actually, not really busy though, just tat my workload had increased tremendously compared to last Sem. Though my timetable is as slacked as last Sem. XD

Anyone wants lunch on Wed can jio me ^^

So here's highlights of my 1st week of this Sem.

Computer Programming. de lecturer just came in and started talking about C prog w/o giving us any notes nor letting us use Visual Studio. =.=" apparently, no one in de class understood wat he was talking about. Coz we cannot visualise wat he was talking about ><" just teach like tat only =.=" and he went to get de notes only when 1/2 way through de lesson and letting us use VS 10 ~ 15 mins b4 lesson ends =.="

Critical Reasoning Skills. Wah seh. for de 1st time, I had a teacher/lecturer who has a very strong accent ><" I cant understand de word she's saying ><" and it's always de keywords of her sentences tat i didnt manage to catch ><" lol. so it's de same as i dunno wats she's talking about =.=" lol.

Engineering Material is still alright. D&T got learn b4 ^^ though more chim than D&T lah.

Engineering Maths aka Amaths had came back to me T.T this time de "Amath" im learning now is slightly diff but de diff is big enough for me to get wrong for de whole question ><" Normally we learn algebra is smt like " x(square) + 2x + 9 = 0. " but wat im learning now is " j(square) + j2 + 9 ". looks de same right? de diff is just tat de alphabet is put in front de ><" and im so not used to it. besides, we're only allowed to use "j" only. whereas last time we learn can use "a, b, c, x, y," haiz ... just to add on. j = (square root) (-1) lol. how to square root a negative no. sia? O.O" hope there're no calculation involved for this YET ( now there's only simplication and powers of "j" only). if not, if i see my calculator keep on getting error, i'll go bonkers ><"

i think tats all about it. my other modules were ok to me. somehow i see no hope of getting 3+ for my GPA again liao T.T

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-10-09T21:46:00.022+08:00

PENANG

YES PPL !!! IM BACK !!! from de scary plane ><" i dont like taking off and landing ><" landing still abit ok. but taking off ><" I dont like it when de plane goes up, den suddenly goes down. goes up again and suddenly go down ><" I dunno y but i can feel de slightest bit of decending ><" it sort of tickles my stomach. tats y i dont really like taking some kind of lifts and roller coasters ><" lolx. OH my Land ... I love you T.T *muacks* (kiss de ground) lol.

let de pics do de talking bah ^^

The Keyword... "Budget". We're asked to change gates because there's smt wrong with de pilot's seats. and de gate is like 3 gates away? O.o damn far for walking leh ><"

Suay loh... my 1st flight out of singapore... raining =.=" but den de flight was delayed while waiting for one more flight attendant ( same excuses traffic jam =.=" ) so no rain when took off ^^ phew ...

See how beautiful singapore is... looks so organised...

The hotel we stayed in ... looks grand eh? ^^ but it's only 4 stars...

The view from my hotel... the tallest building there is called Komtar whereby 2 shopping centres side by side are ... of coz not de shopping centre tat tall lah ...

Ahhh ... how beautiful ...

A very old school bus...

Chendol !!! see all de coconut milk ><" very fattening ><"

PCK was here b4 ^^

The Bus Interchange for GeorgeTown [look at de design of buses from outside and inside (below) it looks exactly like de new SBS we're having now]

The free bus around GeorgeTown

"The Big Ben" of Penang ... lol

This was de fort built during World War 2 ^^

Funny right? such famous sch in S'pore became just a shophouse in Penang ><" union somemore... lolx... i tot methodist only got girl's sch ? O.o

Oyster Omellete (Note: I had eaten it for de de whole 3 nights ><" )

Day 1

Day 2

Day 3 - this day 3 de is de best among all 3 coz de side of de omellete is very crispy but oily lah ><"

Sneaked some back ^^ anyone wants? ^^

Roti Prata (called Roti Canai there) one thing good here is tat de things are done for u liao ... they help u cut into pieces le... ltr still got a 1/2 boiled egg oso crack de egg for u ^^ so nice ^^

After tat we signed up for a 1 day tour there... and de bus uncle was very nice ^

The Sleeping Buddha

Burmese Buddha

den next was de botanical garden...

You may have seen Bukit Timah monkey but have seen Penang monkey? lol ... no diff actually ><"

The honey plantation...

After tat was a temple on de hill ... but den de Guanyin Statue was upgrading ...

See de Komtar there? ^^

isnt de contrast between de pogoda and de sky beautiful ?

Den was de Penang Hill... see de track up de hill?

Throughout de ride, u can see ppl living on de hill de... isnt it surprising? imagine u can have to carry things up back home ...

The view from de peak of Penang Hill... i like de weather there ^^ very cooling ...

Dinner at a seafood restaurant ^^

My favourite food there ^^

Here's de 1/2 boiled egg cracked for u...

I lazy to upload anymore pics le ><" de rest are just de wet market along de road ... got one is de fishes are placed on de ground of de roadside with just a plastic cover underneath it... very unhygienic ><"

kk tats all for de Penang trip liao ... tired already ><" (this must be my longest post ever ^^ )

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-10-06T08:03:00.002+08:00

Hoo!!! Im right now at budget terminal waiting for boarding. ^^ ytd forgot to include tat im going penang today ><" so... Hoo!!! Penang here i come ^^ Joke of de day b4 i oso forgotten abt tis joke. Coz after de movie, i was too high le. Coz i really like Phobia2 de ending. Very funny. In fact everyone was laughing. Den there was this group of guys in front of us oso going toilet. So i followed them. At 1st i got tot of... Y tis toilet dont have de standing cubicle de. But i tot nvm. After tat i heard a girl oso from tat group of guys. Telling them tat we went wrong le. ><" so i ps and went out oso ><" thanks ah...rachelle =.= Im off to Penang !!! Crybabyzell signing off

2009-10-05T20:07:00.008+08:00

HOO !!!Phobia 2 !!! watched with rachelle at Iluma. for de 1st time, i would recommend ppl to watch this horror movie ...... de last story of it ><" lol. up till now, i tot de 1st story and 2nd story were de same ><" coz de actor looked alike oso long hair de ><" and it's also related to motorbikes.

ok. lets rate from de scariest to de not even a single bit of scary ><" lol. i would choose 1, 2, 4, 3, 5. seriously, should go watch de 5th story can liao lah ><" damn funny. it's totally like changing de whole movie to a "hormedy" loh. "yeah it's a really different ending to a horror movie"(refering to de characters in de 5th story...coz they wanna create a diff ending to a horror movie too.)

de 3rd story, it's almost like resident evil ? O.o all de zombies chasing after u ><" Hey I understand de Jap they're saying ^^ Okasa ~~ Hai ~~ lol.

overall i would rate 3.5/5 it's bcoz of de last story ^^

oh ya... i now den realised there're 5 diff directors working on this film. coz 5 diff stories mah.

That's right. It's JJ Lin act de ^^

started re-watching this drama since last last week. re-watch not because i wanna re-watch. it's bcoz i stopped 1/2 way last time.forgot where i had stopped. so yeah. somehow i can understand how 小荘 feels in this drama. haiz ...

PPL !!! go watch this drama bah ^^ it's on youtube oso ^^ it's a very nice drama ^^

最重要的事,你还喜不喜欢她. 如果喜欢,那就继续加油努力. 说不定,不求回报的心意,有一天她会感动.

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-09-23T13:50:00.003+08:00

Today

HOO !!! results were out!!! My GPA is 3.7 ^^

MM1208 COMPUTER-AIDED DRAFTING A

EC1403 ELECTRONICS A

MM1028 INTRODUCTION TO ENGINEERING A

MM1108 MECHANICS I B

LC0506 ORAL COMMUNICATION B+

SP0502 INNOVATION, DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION B+

sian loh. mechanics really is a killer sia ><" thanks to de lecturer =.=" lolx. haiz...

Yesterday

Went back to sch to help out make de things to sell for de Zoo event and de SP Open House. everything was fine during de making, until de end when almost finishing, I accidentally cut my index finger with a scissor. ><" now my finger got a V-shaped cut there. T.T de scissor cut abit into my flesh oso T.T

Anyway, I did something meaningful last sat ...

TADA !!! BEACH CLEANING at ECP!!!

I didnt know I slouched tat much ><"

but there's smt tat puzzled me. This event is called "International Coastal Clean Up (ICCU)" if it's international, y are there so little ppl? ><" (btw de rest are voluteers too) they should ask more ppl to clean mah. lolx.

And... there's really alot of rubbish ><" we picked up around 2000 cigarrettes just in tat a hour sia. somemore, smt i find surprising is... candles. O.O" those small small round round ones normally used for burning de aromatheraphy de. there're about more than 10 in de area we cleaned up. like y would ppl burning candle there sia? ><" not like they're having candle-lit dinner right? somemore de sea breeze can easily blow away de fire. wat for u lit de candle there? =.=

supposedly, de thing starts at 9 and end at 12. bcoz of de rain, we ended around 10+ den went to Mac to slack. and de company called "Power Seraya" where those volunteers came from, gave us a treat to Mac ^^ HOO !!! I ordered Mega McSpicy Meal Upsize XD lol. den everyone else all oso ordered EVM. lolx. somehow i think this will be de last time working with them bcoz of tis "treat" XP

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-09-15T12:34:00.002+08:00

Haiz ... Im restricted to going out once a week with friends. Sorry Derrick. I guess pool will have to wait till next week again. ><" Ps.

Feeling kinda sian now. coz results are coming out on de 23rd Sep? O.o" very long loh since exams were over. It's not like O level ... need to send to Cambridge mark like tat =.= Somemore mine is only 3 modules only. Haiz...

Anyway, I had selected de General Elective Modules I wanna go. Please give me some comments ^^

Module Name (Code) Seats Click
1. Amazing Creatures Big & Small (CP516S) 80
2. Appreciating Cross Cultural Differences (BA515B) 90
3. Backpacking - The Way to Global Mindset (BA502A) 60
4. Better Pronunciation for Better Speech (LC509A) 50
5. Brand - Design (ID502B) 50
6. Build your Own Personal Computer (DIY PC) (ET503S) 160
7. Calendars and Astronomy (MS501A) 360
8. Charting for Financial Markets (BA514B) 92
9. Creating Your Own DVD (ET507S) 42
10. Creating Your Own Mobile Applications for Handphone/PDA (ST514S) 50
11. Creative Digital Podcasting (ES509S) 24
12. Creative Game Design (ST515S) 42
13. Cross Cultural Communication: Accents and Slang (LC512A) 50
14. Customer Service – The Competitive Advantage (ST510B) 210
15. Design Appreciation (DE501A) 80
16. Designing Cartoons and Animation for Games (ST506S) 125
17. Digital Imaging (ST516A) 125
18. Discovering Music (ST505A) 42
19. Drama Appreciation (LC501A) 60
20. Effective Speaking Skills (LC500A) 100
21. Blocked: Electronics in Everyday Life (ET511S) 84
22. Enterprise Resource Planning (MM510B) Blocked wef AY07/08 cohort 125
23. Entrepreneurship (BA501B) 90
24. Essentials of Marketing (BA503B) 120
25. Etiquette and Professional Image (BA516B) 360
26. Everyday Chemical Hazards (CP509S) 120
27. Experience Design (ID501B) 50
28. Facts & Lies in Everyday Data (MS508S) 120
29. Film Appreciation (LC504A) 100
30. Financial Management for Engineers (BA502B) 210
31. Genes and You (CP506S) 40
32. Genetically Modified (GM) Foods (CP507S) 40
33. Goal Setting and Decision-making (LC502A) 60
34. Human diseases – past, present and future (CP513S) 120
35. Introduction to Astro-Navigation (MA505S) 80
36. Introduction to French Culture and Language (LC515A) 90
37. Introduction to German Culture and Language (LC516A) 60
38. Introduction to Human Resource Practices (BA506B) 80
39. Introduction to Seamanship and Boating Theory (MA503S) 120
40. Introductory Visual Basic Programming (MS503S) 60
41. Investigating Social Thoughts, Emotions and Behaviours (MS506A)
42. Click here to view Research Project by students 80
43. Is Seeing Believing? (CP504S) 40
44. i-VISION (ET510S) 40
45. Know Your Rights (BA513B) 280
46. Know Your Temperament Blends (ST513A) 210
47. Leadership and Teamwork - How to Succeed in an Organisation (MA501B) 80
48. Learning Chinese History and Culture through Idioms (ET501A) 160
49. Learning-To-Learn (ES508A) 30
50. Love Relations For Life – A Journey of Romance, Love & Sexuality (MS505A) 450
51. Mathematical Games and Puzzles (MS501S)
52. Microbes and Diseases (CP514S) 40
53. Music Appreciation (ET503A) 90
54. Music, Electronics and Robots (ET508S) 40
55. Non-Verbal Communication-Body Language (ST517A) 175
56. Nutrition and Wellness (CP501S) 40
57. Personal Financial Planning (BA512B) 360
58. Personal Selling (BA519B) 120
59. Psychology and Counselling (ST508S) 400
60. Blocked: Quality Management (MM511B) 160
61. Real Estate Marketing (DE502B) 120
62. Scents, Cents and Sense (CP502S) 40
63. Securing Your PC (ET505S) 80
64. Small Office Home Office Computer Networks (ET504S) 40
65. Sun Zi’s – The Art of War in Our Modern Day (ET502A) 80
66. Techniques for Creativity (ET502S) 100
67. The Beauty of Cosmetics (CP515S) 40
68. The Revealing Eye in Digital Photography (DE502A) 240
69. The Wonders of Nanotechnology (CP518S) 40
70. The World is at my fingertips (BE504S) 42
71. Understanding Economics with Mathematics (MS501B) 60
72. Understanding Weather (MA502S) 280
73. Unravelling the Secret of Life (CP505S) 80

Red- Courses that I want
Yellow- Courses that I find weird
The numbers behind each courses- The no. of seats for de module

LOL. Look at de weird modules i highlighted. it's like very weird lah. wat love relationship and sun zi's art of war. ok de beauty of cosmetic still can accept abit. but den are this modules related mah? O.o lol.

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2009-09-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

TADA !!!

Just started this game. ^^ tat day me and weibin saw this game at Challenger and selling at $50 - $60 + ><" den 2 days ago i chanced upon youtube showing someone giving all de links to DL this game and de crack to this game too. so I went to give it a try. and now ... I can play liao ^^ HOO !!!

I like de actions de character can do like gliding and climbing on de walls... and de weapons he can use...damn cool de. it's very bloody and violent. but den ok lah. oh ya and abit messy when all de monsters chiong at u ><" lolx. I like this kind of game. ^^ Im so glad someone posted it on youtube ^^

anyone wanna try it out can go http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJZaFe4Ev_0 or if u want, u can ask me for it with my external hard disk ^^

haiz ... dont blame me for being so enthu into games during this holidays. coz my holidays are like housework days? T.T forced to clean up de whole house started last monday T.T so ya... between got go out lah. but den i would rather go out more often to relax ><" School is bored(always alone). Holidays are bored too. Isnt life dull? T.T So ppl ... pls jio me me out ^^ lolx.

right now...i wanna see if got ppl put something like this on youtube for Transformers XP coz outside sell oso very ex T.T

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2009-09-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

MONDAY
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! but den we're now in poly, shouldnt we call it HAPPY LECTURERS' DAY? or HAPPY TSOs' DAY? LOL.

anyway,I went back to BV ytd ^^ I met WeiBin for breakfast at Bedok Mac and Rachelle came to join us after that. den off we went to sch ^^

Sia lah. Good News Cafe ... we nv had such privilege sia T.T and de Indoor Sport Halls oso T.T haiz... does Good News Cafe only provide good news? O.o LOL.

went to see a lot of teachers. Wah seh. Mr Shah really slimmed down alot sia ><" his tummy is like almost gone lah. and he weighs 80+kg? O.o" He said when he was teaching us, his weight was 100+ ? =X and if some of u noticed, he had grown a lot of white hairs too T.T I tot he's still quite young? O.o

den saw Ms Goh Lay Ching. I dunno if I had grown taller or Im still de same... Im taller than Ms Goh liao leh ^^ muahahaha ... well, there's nth to laugh abt actually. coz she quite short like me actually T.T haiz ... den Mr Goh is still de same ^^

and Mdm Rao still remembers my name ^^ haha. didnt teach me for more than 3 years le. still can rmb ^^ hehe... den Xu lao shi looked too busy to talk to... T.T and den was Mr Low and Mrs Kua.

Most imptly, Mr Teo is attached !!! and I think he's staying in BV bcoz of his other half. but den he said "there are a lot of reasons..." Hmmm... Well lets just hope everything goes well for him ^^

den after de concert, I slacked around de foyer with nicholas they all. Chit chatted all de way till almost everyone was gone. went to buy bubble tea with Benjamin and Daniel. den went home le. was supposed to watch movie but den Daniel couldnt make it. haiz ...

TODAY
YAY!!! MOVIE !!! but with Rachelle and WeiBin only. (was hoping for more ppl... de more de merrier ^^ ) watched "Orphan". I long time nv stepped into de cinema le ><"

Overall I'll give it a 4/5 rating. coz it's thrilling. but most of de thrilling part comes from de sudden loud sound of de cinema. So it's actually alright if u cover ur ears if u dont wanna be scared. ya it's bloody. but den ok lah. haha... I like de jokes they made in de film oso ^^ very funny. So it's a thriller with abit of humour in it. ^^ I find the actress (Isabelle Fuhrman) acting as Esther looked quite chio from far. ><" lolx. and hor ... de deaf sister in de movie is really deaf in real life O.O wah seh... her acting oso not bad seh ...

den was Carl's Jr. for dinner (with lots of chit-chattering...) den walk walk around Vivo den went home le.

Chit-chatted on de way back home too. ^^

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2009-08-18T16:26:00.003+08:00

HOO!!! finally had time for updates ^^

1. OC presentation. To me, the only 美中不足 is my nervousness. tats all. I came on tat day very prepared and tried to calm myself down. but in de end, I was too nervous that I just read all de info off my speech. T.T If I could overcome this, I guess everything would be alright. haiz ... how to get rid of stage fright? ><"

2. very dissapointed. coz my F1 car didnt got into any of de category (design and speed). Initially, we went for speed. but den there's another group which actually wanna win for design, got into de speed. den we compare for design. at 1st my group one looks damn chio because of de paint work. after tat, another group which initially wanna win for speed, did a better paintwork. so they got in for design. =.=" and de guy I hate in my group... LOL he was very confident when he came. but went home looking depressed. well, at least we got de job done and marks were given for this module. wats more to care?

3. I'm quite happy with my AutoCAD now. coz I'm confident in getting full marks again XP. and could get my "perfect" module. but den, at de end of de test, I realised tat I had lost my "perfect" module liao. I actually forgot sia ><" coz there's another AutoCAD quiz took earlier. so there goes my perfect module T.T lets just hope my this test could get another full marks XP den I would have a higher chance of getting distinction ^^ muahaha ...

4. Read my pm but dunno wats tat ? TADA !!!

This is a competition held by microsoft to allow brings together young technologists worldwide to help resolve some of the world's toughest challenges. eg. software design. damn cool lah. I WANNA JOIN !!! T.T

this year (june) (over already T.T ) they held it in egypt!!! and de stage of de prize presentation was in de desert, a few hundred metres away from de pyramid !!! wah seh. how cool was tat ? Singapore !!! let me represent you!!! T.T

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2009-08-09T12:49:00.006+08:00

ok I had 3 bad news and 1 good news. Which want do you wanna hear it 1st? Oh well, I'm de one who's posting...so I will choose den ^^ let's start with de bad news den ...

Bad News No. 1

ARGH !!! Why do I feel so tired these days? T.T I woke up at 2pm ytd sia ><" (though I slept at around 12am - 1am ) But this was de 1st time I woke up that late... last time even if I slept at 2am, I would by hook or by crook wake up at 11pm - 12pm de!!! T.T I needa a break ... haiz ...

Bad News No. 2

Heh Heh !!! Guess what? I broke a Guinness Friends Record (among friends records). I used only 16 smses for July. T.T damn sad lah T.T other ppl can use their smses until 'bao' de. me leh ? I only used less than 5% of my smses T.T this is oso to show how bored I had been for July... Haiz ... so I hereby urged ppl to sms me more often T.T but den Semestral Test coming liao ... HAIZ ...

Bad News No. 3

As mentioned just now ... SEMESTRAL TEST !!! stress arh... My individual presentation not yet done. Mechanics and Electrical Lab test are oso coming this week. and My F1 car seemed to be like cannot make it ><" Thanks to You-Know-Who ... haiz ... PROBLEMS!!! PROBLEMS!!! PROBLEMS!!! STRESS!!! STRESS!!! STRESS !!!

alright, now for de good news(which doesnt seem to help me to overwhelm my other 3 bad news ... )

I've got a new SPECS !!! HOO !!! Finally after 4 years, I can change specs le ^^ and de sub-good news is ... my degrees never change over de past 4 years ^^ but de sub-bad news is my astigmatism had increased. T.T Actually, I wanna do de transition lens de... but my mom dont allow (coz too ex) so I did a normal one. but they got give an extra dark lens which can put in front of my lenses de ^^ looks like im wearing sunglasses like that.

not wearing it to take pic coz my hairstyle now looks not nice. like in sec 3 and 4 ... short short and doesnt touch eyebrow de ><" not nice. wait till it grows longer den I'll take bah ^^

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2009-08-01T19:11:00.002+08:00

PRESSURE! PRESSURE! PRESSURE!
STRESS! STRESS! STRESS!

Im starting to feel de stress for my Semestral tests liao ><" didnt get enough sleep for de past 2 weeknights already. Worst of all ... I broke the Guinness World Record liao...

PIMPLES!!!

RAH !!! The most number of pimples found on the forehead over a night. T.T 6 leh !!! 6 leh !!! 6 leh !!!

Actually, I only found 5 on friday morning. but on friday night, I found de other one. T.T but den on the brighter note, all 6 havent grow de yellow yellow pus yet. so in other words, My forehead had 6 big and small bumps ><" make me look like I had 6 small fall on my forehead. =.=" lol.

Anyway, Im gonna be quite busy for de next few weeks until Semestral tests are over.

here's de list of things needa to do.

1. IDEAS presentation (which my group doesnt seemed to have a good idea yet.)
2. Oral Comm ( got a B+ for my speech ^^ up next will be my individual presentation liao. hope I can score high for Oral Comm since my nightmare (speech) was over.)
3. F1 Race Car ( havent got to see de body of de car. but den I hope it goes well too. ><" )
4. STUDY !!! ( though 3 modules only but den there's a lot to study ><" haiz... mechanics dont fail me T.T )

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2009-07-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

was supposed to go sch with my dad today. but den it was raining and I dont have a raincoat. so we went separate. 1st time took de MRT so early. so shuang. no need to squeeze. den was de boring electronics. ><" haiz ... might as well ask me to read encyclopedia mah. so many words ><" I rather read encyclopedia den Electronics...lolx.

den after tat was an hour of basketball with junkai, jeremy, chu hui, samuel and aloysius. went to de indoor sports hall to borrow basketball den played at SP de basketball court behind SAA. chose aloysius and chu hui. ^^ both tall de ^^ I think we made a good team XP lolx.

wah today very tired ><" been sleeping past 12am for this whole week ><" so I took a nap from 3+ to 6+ ><" still tired now. *yawns* ltr still wanna watch "Absolute Boyfriend"... dunno can 'tahan' or not T.T last episode leh ... actually there's another special episode. sian loh. chU nv show de special episode =.=" luckily, I found a website which has all de episodes including de special episode ^^

anyway, I just took a quiz from facebook. from derrick de. I find this quiz very true ^^

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Most of de points are very true. especially de "How do you view success" and except for de flirting part =.=" lolx.

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2009-07-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

HOO!!! Finally, a class gathering. de 1st time I felt so weird having a class gathering of having lunch tgt. weird bcoz WE HAVE TO SIGN ATTENDANCE FOR A CLASS GATHERING?!!! O.o" very weird lah ><"

de lunch was actually at FC5 eating subway. of coz cannot find seats for de whole class lah ><" (dunno who tot of eating subway de =.=" ) so we changed to a restaurant at de staff centre in SP ? O.o I never knew there's a restaurant there ><" and it's open to staffs only. Only staffs are allowed to bring students in. Students cant dine in by themselves. lol.

it was buffet-style and de food there ... was ok.I went around to take de food and came back to de table and realised ... de food I took can be found from Mixed Vegetables Rice in any of de Foodcourts or coffee shop ><" LOL. and de taste ... really like Mixed Vegetables Rice (just abit of ingredients diff) ><" just that it's in fine dining ><" anyway, wat do u expect from A $10+ buffet (after discount was $8+) ? O.o

de only thing I can recommend is de waffle there. made on de spot... hot hot de ^^ hehe. goes with de ice cream (with only vanilla and chocolate only =.=" ) wah ... shiok ah !!! haha

so after eating... chit chat... meanwhile see de others' "unique" way of eating, super duper small and big appetite. ><" haiz ... dont wanna talk it.

Den after that was pool with lingkee, aloysius, jeremy, chu hui, and samuel. opened 2 tables separated. one at 1st floor another at 2nd floor. coz later got de pool club ppl using. wah de pool stick and balls hor ... abit de out of standard liao ><" haiz ... den after playing, they still went to SPGG for pool sia =.=" coz de next timeslot was booked liao. but den I went home instead. Dont get addicted arh... ^^

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2009-07-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

HOO !!! finally, Oral comm was over ^^ ytd stayed till 2am to write down de main points of my speech. in de end, Ms Ann said can bring reading materials for reference in writing de speech ... luckily I got bring mine. I tot cannot sia. but den I stayed at late at night for nth liao ><" lolx.

Mechanics was de joke of de day. Online Coursework was supposed to do on yourself de. But den de lecturers found out that students always ask their friends to help them do. so they came up with an online coursework which was activated during tutorial so that students can do on their own. but den in de tutorial, we were discussing the questions with de others sia ><" LOL. even the lecturer oso help us solve. =.=" haiz ...

den was de AIDS talk... same as usual ... show you pics and videos. and give you more infomation. de whole thing was quite funny lah. u know ... most SMAE students were boys... so ya ...

den after de talk, everyone was like going for a battle sia ><" all chiong out of de convention centre. coz our attendance was marked by scanning de barcode on our admission card. so everyone chiong out of de convention centre, and let de ONE and ONLY guy who has barcode scanner, scan their admission card. LOL.

actually, u dont have to go for de talk de loh. de convention centre's door was open all de time. and de guy doesnt know where u came from. so when de talk is over. u just go to him and let him scan can liao. lolx. ur attendance is more impt ><" oso they give 2 CCA points for attending de talk ? lolx.

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2009-07-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

Oral Comm presentation SUCCESS !!!
well, so called success though got alot of technical problems during de presentation ><"

I actually wanna go FC6 there de toilet and change de. but den in de end went to KouFu outside de toilet to change. so went to de business block again for my presentation. reached there and i was "drenched" with sweat ><" OMG !!! I purposely wear Tshirt 1st in de morning so that I wont perspire with my long sleeve shirt ><" In the end, WORST !!! T.T My shirt was wet from de neck to below my chest there ><" chao kua zhang de !!!

So was de presentation, I feel lah... I feel only... my presentation was ok. just that I was too nervous le ><" my hand was trembling. Maybe because there was de video cam rolling ><" haiz... how to overcome stage fright ? O.o

Technical Problems ...
de most of de technical prob was that de PPT cant go to de next slide. mainly because I used alot of picture animation.(not de slide show animation) den cant click on de next slide. ><"

den was de video of Ironman - even worse ><" tio hanged in de middle of playing. T.T haiz ... I tot my group was de last group. so it must be de best and almost perfect. but den ... sigh ... Overall, my lecturer gave a "pleasantly surprise" with our class's presentation ^^

den on de way home on de MRT, I saw this auntie sitting in front of me, facing me. den a kid came over and wanna sit at de empty seat beside de auntie. just den a jerk from de MRT almost made de kid fell. I was startled when de kid almost fell. de mother was following behind he son. den this unreasonable auntie started making up a fuss.

Auntie : Your son just stepped on my feet, you know? I was sleeping.
mother : Sorry but he's just a three year old kid and your feet was very out.that's why he stepped on your feet. your feet was until here you know ?*points with her feet*(trying to reason)
Auntie :(started to raise her voice) Three year old so what? I was sleeping and he disturbed my sleep. I have the right to place my feet.
Mother : I dont want to argue with you.
Auntie : SHIT !!! ( with her saliva bubble on her bottom lips and keep on staring at de mother)

of coz de arguement wasnt tat chronical lah ... but den WOW !!! an auntie speaking such a fluent english and ended de arguement with SH*T ?!!! O.o I was totally stunned sia O.O somemore de mother's english was good too. I didnt realised she was from China until she was talking to her son in Chinese. O.O lolx.

de thing is ... He's just a three year old kid. does tat auntie have to be tat unreasonable ? O.o haiz ...

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我很不开心。

2009-07-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

haiz ... poly life seemed to be getting worst for me. who else?of coz is that guy again. haiz ...

today practical was fine. just that we're released early today. should be 12pm den released de. but we went off at 10.40 ><" so we went to FC3 for lunch.

joke of de day (joke to me lah)

I ordered chicken chop from the western stall. It stated there $3.80. so I took out $3.80. den when i wanna pay tat time, de lady told me. today de chicken is smaller, so it's $3.60. ><" I am happy that they were honest. but den...feels abit funny to me lah ><" i oso got abit stunned when she said that.

So here comes de part where de irritating guy comes in. We're supposed to have Mechanics lecture at 1pm. but when we went in, the lecturer told us that he wont be conducting lesson. coz DME/1B/22 was quarantined. so he dont want. Of coz we're happy den.

But then, this same guy kept pressuring the class rep to go find de lecturer who is supposed to teach us Mechanics practical. coz there's a lot of time. He dont wanna waste time and he is SCARED that later dont have lesson. coz last week should have make-up lesson for last term de but den in de end dont have.

So my class rep find de lecturer to no avail and came back to us. den this guy started asking ppl to GO HOME. HE'S ASKING EVERYONE TO GO HOME!!! WT...? no one replied him yet he kept on saying in a loud voice " AIYA!!! GO HOME LAH !!! HEY ( dunno whose name ), WANNA GO HOME OR NOT? LETS GO LAH! "

he kept asking around know? in de 1st place, we're supposed to have practical this week. coz this week is de odd week mah. I go by timetable. Hence, I told de class rep that I am staying. After that, somehow de word got to him. he den asked again "who is staying back?" I immediately rose my hand and stare at him. class rep oso rose his hand. den guess what he said ?

"you 2 want do practical, do on yourself ah? " and He laughed!

fine, so after that I accompanied the class rep to go to de office to find de lecturer. also to ask de other lecturers if they know where he is. but to no avail again.So I suggested to de clas rep to tell de class that those who wanna stay, stay. those who wanna zhao den zhao. ( I told de class rep to tell de class this part.) fair enough right ? It's their own choice. You cant put all the blame on de class rep, right? It's their own loss that they dont wanna go for lesson mah? Afterall, he's so supportive of going home. Den go lah...No one's stopping you, right? No one pointed a gun at you asking you to stay back right?

But something made me even mad. de class rep just stood there and look at everyone when we reached. So in de end I was de one saying want stay, stay. want zhao, zhao. lolx. Seriously, I cant stand his attitude sia.

So at de end of de day, there was lesson. And that guy along with another didnt came. lol. speaking of de another guy. this another guy was from a JC de leh. he couldnt get into a U so he came to poly to study to try getting into a U and he had served his NS already. I tot he should be disciplined. but den...haiz ... never judge a book from it's cover and de 1st few pages.

Can someone tell me what to do with this class? irritating guy very irritaing. class rep like no class rep power. haiz ... i wish to change a class w/o that irritating guy. I'll be very happy already. T.T

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2009-07-12T21:04:00.007+08:00

went to de CAR-nival at S'pore Expo with my family. walked around. saw many different cars. took a seat in de car. simulate driving a car ><" lol. anyway tat wasnt de main point. The main

point was ...

Guess who did I see?!!!

TADA!!! BUBBLEBEE!!!

Notice that he has a car plate on his abdomen ><" LOL.

Of coz they were de mascot for chevorlet. Still got Optimus Prime. But den he was on de other side of de chevorlet station.

Den i came across a super duper cool car. ^^

Ferrari dunno what. What I like is de design and the glossy and none glossy part of de car ^^ So cool. lolx.

Initially, my parents wanna take a look at de cars accessories. but den i dunno how we got "caught" by de car promoters there. and we started chatting about car prices. lolx.

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2009-07-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

OMG !!! DME/1B/22 tio quarantined !!! somemore we just had Mechanics with tat class tgt on tuesday leh. does that mean we get quarantined oso ? O.o" sigh.... this H1N1 seemed to be getting out of control. right now my throat feels abit sore and my nose is running away from me. I mean I had running nose now. sob... hope I'll get better. Must be these few days I slept quite late bah ? haiz ...

anyway, Today I went to Emei Mountain for Oral Comm. WAH !!! Why Emei building so complicated de ? ><" coz de 1st time I went to de business building was T22. so I tot maybe got link to T21. so Me and my friends walked all de way to the end of T22. =.=" no link sia. somemore T21 was on a downhill. O.o so i gotta walked back through FC6 to reach T21. lol. ShaoLin Monastry is still de best! very easy to find. In fact, dont even have to find. most of de building can be seen from Dover MRT liao.

But den two things I like about Business buildings bcoz it looks like last time BV use de old building. reminds me back in de old days in my primary sch and sec sch. Another thing is de slope linking T21 and T dunno wat. from level 1 to level 2, side by side only. looks cool. ^^

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2009-07-09T22:15:00.003+08:00

HOO!!! Broke the Guinness World Records !!! had a fast and short lessons today. started at 9am. left SP at 11am. even Xueyin oso say "这么早放学啊?" LOL. i oso dont wanna go home so early. ><" makes me feel like poly is just de same as sec sch. everyday sch finish den zao home liao. haiz ... i tot poly should be more fun T.T I hope de environmental club can have more activities for me to go round SP ^^

anyway, the scrimpy me decided to walk to Bedok MRT just to save 69cents of bus fare ><" (coz i just bought de MRT concession. but den de bus no rebate... if only it got rebate 50 cents, den shuang arh ^^ ) but den ... tiring leh T.T ytd I started off with my laptop bag. wah ... de walking is ok... is tat ... Im perspiring too much ><" LOL i still got lesson to attend leh. ltr walk into the classroom. the "aroma" spread throughout the classroom ><" lolx. den today i tried walking w/o my laptop to and fro SP w/o taking bus. hmmm ... at least better than with laptop. ><" but I'm still perspiring ><" haiz ...

What happens when a MRT train overshot a underground station by 1/2 a door distance?
a) de door will just open (AKA heck care)
b) reverse the train
c) The train just passby de station ( since it overshot already)

see if any of u knows de answer ^^

wah ... today de MRT I took arh ... confirm can tell de driver just pass only ><" lolx.

ok right now Oral Comm is getting up my nerves ><" I hate to write speech !!! not I hate to write speech, is i dont like to write so many words T.T eversince O level was over, I never thought of writing essays again T.T haiz ... 800 words somemore... somebody kill me pls ><" luckily, we only gotta write one essay out of de whole module only. BUT this written essay is a test for this module. ARGH !!! sob ...

speaking of module, there's this GEM thingy which is compulsory for all SP students. it's for us to take a module from any of the "Arts & Humanities", " Business & Management" and " Science & Technology". but after de 3 years in poly. i gotta finish every each of this 3 clusters. i wonder how fun this will be ... but den ... currently im interested in de "make your own handphone application" ^^ hehe...

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2009-07-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

HOO!!! de worst is over ^^ I've got 70 marks for my Mechanics !!! phew... i tot i was gonna flunk this module ><"

but den again... I seriously doubt how de lecturer marks my paper ><" there's this question. I do do do until i got back my answer. which to mean my answer is in de question. YET i still get one mark for each part ><" but den w/o ticks lah. lol. I dunno how they mark de ><" cant be they mark for formula oso right ? O.o lolx.

Mr Shah, 我没有对不起你 !!! ^^

kk Next up, Electronics. hope everything goes well for it and there's my another 100 % ^^ muahaha....

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2009-07-06T17:48:00.005+08:00

HOO !!!

1st day of Term 2. got back my AutoCAD results. got 100% ^^ muahaha... which is to mean. i already got my full 30% for this module le. another 30% of this module comes from coursework. so if i do all my work in class, i would have my full 60% le ^^ muahaha.now i must aim for my my final test of 40% liao. ^^

Man, it's been a few years since i got 100% for a test. I remember my 1st 100 marks was in Pri 3 for Maths. tats y i from Pri 3/5 change to Pri 4/2 . den my 2nd and last was in Pri5. now in poly. finally get liao. ^^ so happy.

it's double happiness today ^^ (shhhh... cant say de 2nd happiness ^^ )

but den my Mechanics is a goner T.T a just pass will just satisfy me. sigh ... tis is de 1st time i got such hope on Physics T.T

Mr Shah, 我对不起你

anyway, am i really old ? O.o I didnt know today is Youth Day ><" Gosh ... Am I forgetting my pri and sec sch life? How can I forget that it's Youth Day? ><" den again... How come Poly dont have Youth Day? =.=" Grrr...not celebrating youth day is depriving of my youth T.T lol. tats exaggerating. haha "Absolute Boyfriend" on ChU is nice ^^

当你靠近一个人,那种心跳加速,害羞的感觉,你们还有吗? 我有.

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2009-07-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

HOO!!! END OF MST !!!

I always tot Electronics was difficult. but today's paper was easy ^^ coz ... about 10 out of de 30 questions... came from MST sample which can be downloaded from Elearning ? O.o isnt tat great? ^^ same questions same answers same choice ^^ lolx.

wah ... if only sec sch was like tis ... how great life could be ? ><" lol.

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2009-06-30T16:29:00.002+08:00

One down. Two to go.

Started my MST with a bad day. RAINING !!! is tat an ominous sign ? ><" lolx. so my 1st MST was AutoCAD. Finish de paper abt 45 mins b4 de test ends. so i took a look around. (learnt from Mr Shah's guide during O level Physics Practical.)

SIA LAH !!! Y my classmates sitting beside me de ans so diff from mine? ><" but i was confident with my ans leh... so i kept my original ans and handed in. lolx. after i asked my friends and realised we got diff colour paper. Hence, diff question. Smart sia de lecturers. set diff questions for de person sitting beside u.

1. students cannot copy from others.
2. If they copy, they oso will know de students' integrity.
3. I wonder why pri and sec sch dont apply this method oso. i find it useful.

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小朋友吵架

2009-06-26T18:38:00.001+08:00

isnt this video cute? ^^ they're speaking in hokkien ^^ this video was recommended by 小猪 and 小鬼 on 娱乐百分百

2009-06-22T10:46:00.000+08:00

HOO !!! IM BACK !!! guess how i spent my last weekend ?

TADA !!! the marina barrage ^^

Saturday

Started de day with "dunno how to get there" ><" so i got my bro woke up early to fetch me there. shun bian eat breakfast.

luckily they got direction to show us the place ^^ so i was on time but de rest was late =.=" even tat gay lecturer was late. lol.

anyway we started off with carry small stuffs like box ... den to big stuffs like de tentage and tables ><" i love riding on de club car ^^ lolx. but very heavy leh de tentage T.T so after tat was lunch.roasted chicken rice with some mushrooms ? O.o weird combination. but de rice was white rice. =.="

Here's de frustrating part. after i had finish my lunch, guess who's back from kite flying ? that asshole from de previous post. he really did went to fly kite with my class rep !!! wtf?!!! we're here as volunteers not to fly kites !!! when his fav gay lecturer asked him where he went. that asshole argued with de latter that he asked him go fly kite O.O F him lah. worst of all, he went off right after his lunch ?!!! WTF?!!! he told de gay lecturer that he got smt on =.=" so at de end of de day, he did NTH !!! and gets CCA points?!!! WTF?!!!

after tat we're assigned roles for de actual DragonBoat and Kayak event on sunday. I was de timekeeper.

Sunday

F lah. only 2 came on Sunday?!!! one was me another was Shawn ?!!! wat the ...?!!! luckily we got help from de ppl from other courses. ^^ den de gay lecturer was like utterly dissappointed with de rest lah. kept on calling de other ppl. i'll talk more abt him ltr.

so back to my timekeeper role.and i was given a walkie talkie. ARGH !!! I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE A WALKIE TALKIE !!! not i dunno.i know how to talk through it but i dunno de language of walkie talkie. i only know u gotta say "over" at every sentence. but the rest like ... "time keeper to registration, Over" den "u speak wat u want". i dunno tat it works like tat ><" and got one time de in charge was like very angry. ><" coz i made him repeat 3 times ><" coz de rest of de timekeepers were too noisy ><" haiz ... y cant they use phones-like kind de? walkie talkie so NOT clear de. lolx.

so there was tis lady in her late 20s, took over de walkie talkie. Phew ... so i dont have to do all de talking. but i must admit tat she's very daring ><" coz de timekeeper station was quite secluded. as in u gotta cross over a fence b4 u can reach de post. so this lady drunk too much water and wanna wee wee. so she went over de bushes a distance away from de post and wee wee ><" OMG !!! Note that there were 6 males and 1 female back at de post ><" den after tat she came back and said "shiok ah" ><" she even "teached" us tat urine is de best fertiliser for plants? O.o" OMG really daring ><" anyway, i think she's from de dragon boat oso. she's quite tanned.

speaking of tanned, if an indian knocks on ur door house, dont be afraid. it may be me ><" ya im tanned already. but ytd i was even tanner. lolx. anyway, y would i knock on ur door house ? haha.

supposed to end b4 1pm de. but de whole thing was delayed by an hour. so we had our lunch (but tis time it's not roasted chicken with chicken rice =.=" lol ) and went home. at de end of de day, i saw no one else coming. so i guess de lecturer's calls were futile. so when me and shawn walked back to take our bags. de lecturer shook our hands? O.o and i see his eyes were like full of gratitude? O.o" lolx. didnt bother either. shook hands and went off to meet with my family.

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2009-06-11T19:17:00.004+08:00

gotta make tis post "dedicated" to that braggart cum suck-up cum super duper interupter bastard in my project group. (may have vulgarities content) (brackets are just my thoughts)

I AM OFFICIALLY PISSED OFF BY THIS GUY.

I SERIOUSLY CANT STAND THIS GUY.

1. On the very first day we discussed the design for our F1 car, this guy wanted a air ventilation at the front of the car like this ...

the net part. So... we came up with our design....

of coz we cant do the net, so we were thinking of doing just a hole throughout the car, out of the exhaust pipe.( i "kope" my drawing back just to post this picture for posting)

DEN his problematic guy keep on giving stupid ideas one or 2 weeks ago. He said the front hole will reach until around de front screen ONLY.

Me- "WTF ?!!! like that, it's just creating more air resistance, you idiot. the air will just go in through de hole and wont come out. what the hell you wanna do that for ?"

den tis is de reply he gave me. " air resistance wont affect much de"

(bloody hell, even a kid knows it'll affect lah.)

so i diam diam after that. coz i know this idiot knows NUTS about designing.

den this wasnt de worst yet. just ytd, when we started our car body, guess what this idiot said?

"we may be have no time for the hole, coz we only got three days do the car body blah blah blah ... i dont want to come back next week and do."

ME- "HEY!!! w/o the hole wont the car be flat in front ?"

HIM- "ya"

(WTF?!!! he still can even reply me ya. GO DIE LAH YOU!!! IS YOUR PROBLEM THAT YOU DONT WANT COME NEXT WEEK. YOU SO GAN CHIONG FOR WAT? In fact, i never wanted to start the project on de 1st week of the holiday.It's the rest of de group "fine with anything" den i oso ok loh. In fact, most of time i disagree with that idiot, my other group member are all "fine with anything" de ><" even de leader dont cares )

oh ya i forgot to intro my other group members

Group member No.1 : AKA the leader is a bo chap guy. he was elected bcoz he was that abit 'popular" with de class? (so de other group members oso vote for him) coz he's a indian and likes to make fun of him. he came ytd (late) and nv came today. he oso nv go for our 1st group discussion.

Group member No.2 : another bo chap guy. ytd came to workshop and listen to MP3 throughout when he was at de workshop but he chats with leader when de latter came. he oso came ytd but not today.

Group member No. 3 : the neutral guy. he's a nice guy. but i dunno wat to describe him. split personality sounds abit offensive but abit like tat lah. in de workshop, he agrees everything with that idiot said. but during breaks, he'll discuss his disagreement with me. so ya ...

kk back to topic. another thing was... this idiot is really a damn braggart. Refer to my drawing again. can you see de semi circle thingy with a rod attached to de car body just behind de driver seat?

on de 1st discussion day, i asked him, how to do that part?

HIM - "OH ... that one very EASY. I CAN FIND copper rod to bend into that shape"

den just ytd about 1 hour b4 we went home, i reminded him to bring the copper rod today. guess wat? HE IMMEDIATELY CHANGED THE DESIGN OF THE CAR !!! WTF?!!! at the last few mins when we're packing up already. he wanna change to those normal F1 car tat kind behind the driver seat...got a hole de. bcoz i was kinda rushed to go ngee ann to meet my dad and go home tgt. so i nv asked him why he wanna change it.

WAH LAO !!! HOW CAN SAY CHANGE JIU CHANGE DE?!!! IT'S NOT EVEN DE ORIGINAL DESIGN WE HAD. so today 1st thing in de morning, i asked him why he wanna change that part. guess wat? he said he cant find the copper.

(I TOT U SAID IT WAS EASY?!!! AND YOU CAN FIND A COPPER ROD ?!!! WELL, WHY NOW CANT FIND?!!! SO YOU'RE SAYING YOU FROM WEEK 1 TILL NOW CANT FIND A SMALL COPPER ROD?!!! IF YOU CANT FIND, WHY DIDNT YOU TELL THE OTHERS?!!!)

FREAKING PEK CEK WITH THIS GUY NOW. do you know that the whole design of the car was all according to what he liked? he like de "ventilation at the front" den ask me draw. he like de boat tail as the back of de car den ask me draw.

oh ya, did i mention this idiot was gay ? O.o oh ya i mentioned it in my other posts.he kept on "flirting" with that particular lecturer lah ><" hello, we're asking for ur advice on our project. can u dont keep on touching that idiot's butt? (he really touched his butt =.=" ) so he was flirting with de lecturer. well, i assumed. coz he seemed to be enjoying it...

say out my views?i did but to no avail...like i had said in de 1st place, he's a GODDAMN interruptor. he can interrupts you until you dont wanna say already. trust me. he's very good at that.

why am I the one whose doing all de drawings and most of de cutting and sanding out the workpiece? you know what was he stupidest answer he gave me ?

HIM - " No! give him (me) do. because he learn D&T before"

(YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING ANGRY I AM?!!! ALL BCOZ I LEARNT D&T BEFORE, YOU PUSHING ME ALL THE WORK ?)

tis is oso thanks to that nice guy group member who told tis idiot abt tis. actually, looking on de bright side, tis idiot sort of respect me abit. i dunno y but i just feel it. i hope it's my wrong intuition.

i think im wrong. coz ytd, he asked me to sand away some parts of de car. Out of a sudden, when i wanna sand already, he asked me " are you confident or not?"

(WTF?!!! ARE YOU DOUBTING MY EXPERIENCE?!!! DO I LOOK LIKE ONE WHO CANT SAND AWAY PARTS?!!! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME?!!!)i wasnt angry at first. coz i nv tot of that much then. but when i recalled back. i was angry with it.

there's more bad things about this idiotic guy which im lazy aleady to talk abt it. haiz ... see my longest post ever is "dedicated" to this braggart cum suck-up cum super duper interupter bastard already...

Why am I in this group?

Why am I in this class?

Why am I even in SP ? T.T sigh ...

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2009-06-06T20:00:00.001+08:00

HOO !!! BV bazaar ... was de same as de previous years =.=" same old dunking machine. same old food at de canteen. same old hauted house at AVA (though i never went in b4) lolx ... so ya. spent 5 bucks there. 3 bucks on a magic show . 1 buck on goreng pisang and another 1 buck on a drink.

Speaking of de magic show, (with weibin and ivan) weibin like spotted out de trick to one of de magic ^^ de person ask him to put de card in de middle of de deck. but weibin wanna put it on top of de deck ^^ lolx. den de guy was like staring at weibin ><" lol. but there were some of de trick which were very good ^^ especially de floating pen cap ^^

so after de magic show, we went out to chit chat with de guys. den went off to tamp safra for pool.i seemed to have lost touch for pool already ><" haiz ...

den went to TM for arcade ^^ omg. there's an arcade game u must try, man. if u're feeling frustrated or just wanna vent ur anger. tis game is de best for u. it's just throwing of small balls at de screen(got hit de mosquitos or aliens or bombs). felt damn shuang after throwing de balls. btw tis game is located on de left of de counter of TimeZone(when u're facing de counter).

Had a fun day. fun until i laid flat on sofa after bathing. too tired liao. ><" i even overslept and forgot to fetch my mom ><" 2 missed call on my hp ><" lolx.

Crybabyzell signing off
It hurts when you rejected me even before i could even ask you to go out.

2009-06-03T14:23:00.002+08:00

A short post for now ...

Tuesday
had practical... ok tis time there are only 1 or 2 dirty jokes today... but den it's much better den de previous lessons...

den i was SCALD by flying metal chips ><" coz normally de chips which arent hot, when they fly and hit u. it doesnt hurt. but den ytd i was hit by de metal chip, it was damn pain lah ><" at 1st when it hit me, not so pain. den after 1 second, de chip became hot and scald my neck skin ><" worst of all, de hot chip dropped and went into my Tshirt ><" omg... damn pain. right now my neck there got one red small dot liao T.T

Today
Nothing much actually...just tat lady luck was with me? ^^coz we got this drawing lots to see which group are going to present for Oral Comm 1st ... so i chose and was de last group to present ^^ hehe

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2009-06-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

Cockroach VS Bug

saw this bug fighting with a nymph today when i was going to buy dinner... anyway tat isnt de point.

HOO!!! School holidays are here ^^

not my holiday actually. i hooray bcoz today no traffic congestion at PIE ^^ everyday go sch, confirm will see many cars with one driver and one passenger de ... and all of them are parent with student de.

Anyway, today after lesson, i went to bedok library to play PC games. hehe. there got alot of new games sia ^^ (got Spiderman, Kungfu Panda, The Incredible Hulk, Iron man, TMNT etc ... i actually wanna play kungfu panda de ... but den it was on loan.) u can play at there... but if u want to borrow it out, u need de premium membership which is quite ex ^^ so ya ... no kung fu panda so i played TMNT ^^ not bad de game ^^ too bad it needs CD to play T.T so is spiderman ...

Is there any games which dont need CD to play? T.T (right now i only know Prince Of Persia dont need only T.T ) haiz ... right now im waiting for kungfu panda and Iron man to be back ^^ dont think im installing Incredible Hulk coz it's memory space needed is 7+ MB ? O.o" confirm need CD to play de ... haiz ...

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2009-05-29T15:00:00.002+08:00

Morning went to the Sixth Avenue for breakfast. in fact, i went there ytd and ate de roti prata. ^^ de roti prata is nice.^^ den today ate bee hoon and luncheon meat. hmmm... not bad either. den on de way to SP, we went by holland village. ^^ i've nv been there b4...

so it was electronics today. sia lah...it's getting harder and harder sia ><" got wat OR gate, AND gate, NAND gate, Nor gate ... alot of gate lah ><" very complicated ><" haiz ... electronics really is a hard module to score well ><" hope i can do well in this module T.T gambetei !!!

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2009-05-28T19:55:00.002+08:00

LOL i tot my timetable is considered the better one liao ... everyday other than alternate tuesday, can go home around noon. but guess wat ? today my lesson was like 1hour + abit ? O.o" started at 9 and left SP at 10+ abit... haiz ...

sometimes i wonder ... should i be glad or unhappy ? O.o like in sec sch, we always complained abt remedial ending very late etc etc ... always wanna go home early. but den when u're allowed to go home early ? wat can u do at home ? O.o watch TV and surf net at home ? it's like going home early oso sian. going home late oso sian . haiz ... how to do ... ?

bond with de class ? abit hard sia ... my classmates are quite distinctive de. de guai kia-s are very guai kia de. de pai kia-s are very pia kia-s de. of coz i wont wanna mix much with de pai kia-s.will mix abit only lah. but den de guai kia-s hor ... is very guai lah ><" after lesson ends is either go home or go library study. wonder wat they do at home de. besides, i doubt they even know wat moberly is ><" haiz ...

of coz i tried bonding with them by talking abt sch work stuffs and tats all. nth else liao ... haiz ...

very sian arh !!! T.T

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2009-05-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

Sian i wonder why imeem dont play full songs on blog de =.= haiz ... anyway tis is "Be With You" by Wilber Pan and Akon. ^^ (is there any player which can play full songs de? O.o )

I know they wanna come and separate us
But they can't do us nothin'
Your the one i want and i'm a continue lovin'
Cause your considered wife and i'm considered husband
And i'm a always be there for you

我不管你用任何眼光看我我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
而爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近

And no one knows why i'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes

没人会懂是我们的梦
当再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That's why we'll break through
And i don't care what they say, i'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin' harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause i know what my baby like, i lean you on that prada
You ain't got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多
跟一次的拥抱温暖让我不再怯懦
爱是真实的触摸美好或伤痛
Keeping it always true

And no one knows why i'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦
当再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That's why we'll break through

And i don't care what they say, i'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做 i'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one i compare you to
And i know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why i plan to do the same thing for you
And i want you to know
Be in my life with me
You know you my queen b
Show you the finer things in life and places you wanted to be
Its trips to miami, rockin tenjune nyc
Party up at club bling till 6 in da morning
Don't want yo body figure sexually
I wanna pop u figures annually showing you so security
You dont gotta worry b
Satisfaction guaranteed
You don't need another g
You can have it all it in me
You'll like it more you soothe me
Thru da pain and da struggles it gets hot you coolme
Cuz you's a wifey quality qualified
Warranty you certified
You know how to get me high hotter than a super ride
You know when you want it you need it you know i got it
You know when you want me you need me you know i give it
So whenever in doubt you can count on me
Whatever it is you be under my wing
Whenever you down you can put it on me
And wherever you go you be rocking my ring

And i don't care what they say, i'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做 i'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i'm gonna be with you

And i don't care what they say, i'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做 i'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you, i'm gonna be with you

2009-05-27T14:48:00.003+08:00

[append-ed]

TADA !!!

ytd i was watching tis show about 天界无限 and de author and guess wat ? it's coming out movies ^^ HOO !!! dunno when it's coming out oso T.T but i hope it'll be soon ^^ (btw i chose this pic bcoz tis guy's power is cool ^^ hehe ... )

yet another post ^^ haha here's de joke of the day.

i realised that my classmates likes to do things the long way ^^

we're having Oral Comm at T1854. after de lesson, they're waiting for the lift. den de lift was level 4 and de arrow is going up. but den it's like taking too long to come up right? so i went down to de 4th floor. de door was stucked =.=" couldnt close. so i went to tell de others. den they came down. sort of fixed the lift door. and went into de lift O.o" ? so they went up to de 5th floor and go back down to de 2nd floor ? O.o" LOL since they're at de 4th floor liao...just go down 2 more floors nia =.=" LOL

ARGH !!! i dont like equilibrium !!! T.T physics is killing me T.T i missed mr shah!!! T.T

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2009-05-26T17:02:00.002+08:00

yikes... i screwed my workpiece for my practical ><" haiz... luckily my group got 5 ppl. can use their wheels. oh ya did i mention that im doing F1 car for my practical ? ^^ supposed to be a great project... but thanks to someone in my group =.= (yes he's none other than that pervertic guy) who keep changing our F1 car into an antique car. seriously, w/o the spoiler, the whole car is just but an antique. lol. haiz ...

im beginning to hate tuesday. it's 由爱生恨 ah ><" like bcoz it's practical. hate bcoz i hate de lesson conducted. RAH !!! For one time, could you all stop talking abt pervertic stuffs ?!!! and the instructor, can u please dont follow suit with de others? =.=" haiz ...

well a short post for now...

2009-05-13T12:59:00.005+08:00

HOO !!! guess wat ? 1st time posting in SP ^^ right now i waiting for my CCA to start while my youtube is loading.^^ lol my lecturer damn slack sia ><" lesson supposed end at 1.30pm but im posting tis post at 1pm ><" lol. hmmm ... lets talk from monday ^^

Monday

got a few ppl in my class tot monday was a holiday. ><" coz sat was vesak day. so ya. but de noisiest guy in our class was present =.=" haiz ... i'll tell you wat irritating he did on "Tuesday"

Tuesday

so we had our I2E practical using the lathe machine. wah lao tat guy in my class damn irritating lah. he keep on relating de lathe machine to those pervertic stuffs. for eg. there's tis slot for de lathe machine and we have to put de drill into de slot. den he keep saying abt those pervertic stuffs lah.

wats worst was ...he sort of influenced de instructor and de instructor played along with him. ><" wah lao he's supposed to be teaching us leh. den he keep on replying to tat irritating guy. and somemore he teached 1/2 way den he started talking abt an "anecdote" of pervertic stuffs for 5mins or so ? O.o HELLO !!! u're supposed to be teaching. not talking abt pervertic anecdote ><" haiz ... i mean like once in a while, ok lah. for de fun of it. but den it's like every min there wont be no pervertic stuffs leh ><" i really cant stand tat guy !!!

damn pek cek with tis guy. oh ya and he's damn racist sia ><" ppl racist oso will keep to themselves. but tis guy say openly in front of de person he's saying. damn bad right? haiz ...

The next thing was ... I WANNA DEFAME FC4 DE NASI LEMAK STALL !!! RAH !!! i ordered a plate of nasi lemak. and when i wanna munch de peanuts, my teeths felt like it's broken !!! THERE'S A STONE IN THE PEANUTS !!! WTF?!!!

look damn alike right ? ><" de left one is de stone. de right one is a peanut. wtf lah? how can there be a stone in de peanuts? ARE THEY NUTS?!!! (eh? rhymes leh ^^ ) lolx. or someone is trying to prank me ? O.o" haiz ...

den i was worrying since ytd. scared i'll get stomachache. ><" i had already got an bad experience from stomachache during de holidays ><" haiz ...

kk off to watch drama ^^

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-05-09T20:28:00.002+08:00

HOO !!! weekends are here again ^^ (time seems to past very quickly for poly. dunno y. but den time past very slow when u're alone on de MRT T.T )

ANYONE wanna meet me on the MRT on Tues, Wed and Thurs morning mah?!!! Please tell me on my tagboard. Thank you ^^ haiz ...

but weekends oso means alot homeworks to be done. ><" well not actually alot. it's alot in de sense that i needa draw ? both on paper and computer ><" and both are very time consuming T.T i tot poly supposed to be quite slacking de ? haiz ...

anyway i had decided to join the environmental club ^^ coz it's event based de. not like de rest where de meetings are weekly de. somemore de weekly ones starts around 5? O.o lolx i cant sia. I needa reach home by 5.30. so ya ... if not i would have join a sports CCA le. i wanna join tae kwan do or aikido or rock climbing T.T haiz ...

Today

went to celebrate Mothers' Day with my family and my grandparents at some Hong Kong restaurant at Bugis. the name is Wongkok Char Chan Teng ? so ya... went there bcoz one of my dad's friend works there. the food was not bad. i ordered a chicken chop baked rice with cheese and pumpkin sauce. dont really like de pumpkin sauce ><" maybe bcoz it's my 1st time eating pumpkin. think if i ate more of de sauce, i'll vomit. the taste of it is yikes ><" lolx.den after tat home le.

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2009-05-03T22:21:00.004+08:00

sia lah ...I was gonna post on de day b4 ytd (fri) but was too tired so nv post.den ytd, i was going to post too. but den i was too drowsy to post. ( coz of medicine ><" )

Friday

Suay Suay. Sudden bad cough and flu. (mind you it isnt swine flu nor bird flu nor any other non-cure flu coz i nv come contact with any pigs nor birds recently and my flu got better today ^^ lolx anyway swine flu isnt from pigs ...lolx ) ><" It came so sudden when i woke up ><" but den got (abt 1/2 de)class outing. sigh... hardly can meet them already. So I went to catch up with de old times ^^ hope nobody caught my virus ><" paiseh ...

so ya ... went to Marina for Seoul Garden. chit chat-ed and played with rachelle. nono ><" i mean errr ... getting to know her childhood better? ^^ hehe... sounds so nice but it's actually very bad ><" ( ps to rachelle : i deleted from phone le hor ... )

den some of us wanna go for bowling but i home-ed tgt with de rest and saw xinyi3's mom ? O.o" she looked young and i actually believe that she was xinyi's friend when she told me at night =.=". Reached home le very tired. took de cough syrup and de flu medcine and went to sleep le ...

Saturday

My flu was slighty better in de morning. but afternoon, my blocked nose occured lesser ^^ cough was still de same =.=" haiz ... But I "survived" the Tom Yam Soup and de BBQ food at Seoul Garden ytd ^^ tot i would get sore throat or even lose my voice ><" lolx ... Went to give tuition to my cousin (taking Os tis year) in de late afternoon. haiz ... All i can say is ... Weak Foundation ><" dunno de formulas ... haiz ... Well I guess it's like tat for Temasek Sec bah ? Heard tat they study sec3 stuffs in sec2 ? O.o" lol. must see if their foundation are strong or not 1st mah ... haiz ... den guess wat? she do de paper for 1hour + only. den wanna go sheng shiong tidbits liao =.="

Oh ya, one~~ more~~ thing~~ i guess de swine flu is getting worst right? ><" Me and my cousin wanna go Bedok library de. den we saw ppl queueing up ? O.o" at 1st i tot got some events den they wanna control de crowd or smt. In de end, they were queueing to get their temperature. den i immediately dropped de idea of going to de library. coz i still got my flu and cough ><" confirm cant go in de ><" lol. so we went KFC instead.

Den on my way home on foot, I saw tis uncle very cute ^^ he was sitting on his wheelchair. but he wasnt using his hands to move himself. Instead, he was moving with his leg ^^ lol ... i think he was just playing with de wheelchair bah ? lolx

Sunday

Nth much actually. Flu and cough got better le. i think tml or tuesday i'll be perfectly fine ^^ just nice for de temperture taking on tues ^^ sigh ...1st come bird flu den comes swine flu. hope there wont be a next ><" lolx

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2009-04-29T21:50:00.003+08:00

Yet another slacking week in SP =.=

Monday

AutoCAD lessons as usual. I wonder why School of MM wants us to learn AutoCAD and not install it in our laptop leh ? Instead the liscense is a floating liscense whereby it can only be used in SP =.=" so mafan.must do in sch. Moreover, they told us can install into our laptop. In the end, we installed AutoCAD Electrical when we're using AutoCAD Mechanical. =.=" worst of all, my lecturer still gave us homework. haiz ... diff program how to do ...?

Tuesday

had practical. last time in sec sch we used apron de. now we use coat ^^ u know The Matrix Neo's coat ? smt like tat ... cool isnt it ? ^^ SP's coat is blue de whereas mine is grey de ... if only mine is black ><" den look more like Neo ^^ haha

den was Mechanics1 aka physics.basically, de lecturer just tell us do some question. =.=" "Finish and go." so slack de ><"

Wednesday

Arm muscle pain ah !!! ><" thanks to de milling machine during practical ytd T.T coz there's this thing called de table which u gotta raise and lower it by turning a big handle. it's like exercising TaiJi like tat T.T i guess i dont have to go gym oso can train my muscle liao ><" ytd was right arm. next week left arm ^^ lol.

den it was Oral Communication (aka English to me) lolx ... played DragonFable during de lesson ><" den was the "finish and go" lecturer. Again, really finish one paper and go =.=" lesson supposed to end at 1.30pm. But i 12.35pm at MRT platform liao =.=" haiz ...

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2009-04-24T19:32:00.002+08:00

DAMN YOU THE PERSON WHO COMPILE DE PICS AND VIDEOS IN THE YEAR BOOK !!! DAMN YOU ALL !!! WTF?!!! I TOOK PAINS TO MAKE DE VIDEO. AND YET IT WASNT IN THE BV YEAR BOOK ?!!! U KNOW HOW MANY HOURS I TOOK TO MAKE THE VIDEO MAH ?!!! I EVEN THOUGHT OF THE STORYLINE TO SHOW OUR CLASS THE PICTURES !!! CLASS SPIRIT VIDEO MAH !!!

I feel like those working in de society whereby your superior will snatch the credits for themselves that kind. As in my hard work was gone just like that.

IN THE END ? WHAT DID THEY PUT ?!!! WE DOING ART IN THE ART ROOM ?!!! WTF ?!!! im fine with that video too . ( at least I wont complaint. ) BUT WHAT THE HELL ?!!! THAT BLOODY VIDEO DOESNT EVEN HAVE SOUND !!! WHAT ? ARE WE WATCHING VIDEO FROM THE 18TH CENTURY ? the Charlie Chaplin kind of video ?!!! YOU NEED TO HAVE THE SOUND TO SHOW THAT IT'S LIVELY IN THE ART ROOM. EVERYONE INTERACT WITH EACH OTHER WELL MAH ...

wah .... im so pek cek now... 40% due to de video i made wasnt in the year book. 30 % due to the video which has no sound. and 30 % due to some discouraging words =.="
so ... im 100% MAD !!! RAH !!! haiz ...

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-04-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

HOO !!! Today marks de day of my poly life ^^ lets have a recap on orientation 1st bah ^^ ( I know I lagging =.=" )

Orientation Day 1

Morning reach SP at de auditorium. Sia lah. Got a few chio bu. Thoughts to myself " eheh engineering not as bad as I thought initially mah..." kk so i went into audi. coz all de ME course takes up 1/3 of de audi on de left side mah. den when i went in, all de chio bu go to de right side of de audi =.=" den i was totally sian already T.T lolx ... but in de end, my class got 2 girls. Im happy with one of them. ya' know y ? coz she's shorter than me ^^ muahaha ... lolx ... like when i was in upper sec, my class oso got alot of foreigners. got M'sia and china de. well, basically tats all for Day 1

Orientation Day 2

SPICE training at afternoon. So can woke up late. ^^ den during de training I was loading my youtube videos. was thinking of load le, den put my laptop into sleep mode, den can on de MRT or go home watch ^^ ( yeah call me cheapskate =.=" ) but i was so used to my laptop le. i accidentally click shut down =.=" den sian. cant watch liao. den in de end, go home use desktop and watch. haiz ...

Orientation Day 3

Wah Lao. whr got ppl orientation do flag day de? ><" haiz ... stayed at redhill for de whole thing. and i managed to collect $59.40. ^^ muahaha... Dont really like flag day. so i shan't talk much abt it. oh ya. my largest donation from one person was one $10 note ^^ HOO !!! so shuang !!!

1st Day of sch T.T

morning was ok. wat was tiring was de FCs (foodcourts) FC4 and 5 so crowded and i had to go FC3 ><" which was oso crowded. ><" but i managed to find a table there ^^ so heng. just nice de ppl stand den i mmediately go "chop" den wait for my friends come. lolx ... den home sweet home after that ^^ lolx ...

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2009-04-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

To Meow only,

Hey, isnt it better to communicate now ? At least, you're not using vulgarities or calling names anymore. You're starting to be reasonble and i appreciate that very much. ^^

kk 1st thing 1st. I never said I was happy to the extent of "WHEEE !!! got ppl spam my blog. I very happy!!! ^^ " (thats abit too over ><" lolx ). I am just glad that my tagboard became livelier. Thats all.

2nd. of coz not. I am more than happy to welcome people to tag my blog. Since you said so that it's just commenting, Pardon me for accusing you wrongly. But may I request that less vulgarities and names are used ? I dont want to know whether you're peeing or not ><" lolx ... The thing is... Are you my friend in the 1st place ? O.o" If you are, why did you choose not to reveal yourself ? O.o

3rd. Ya of coz. It's your business. Duh. It's your own hands which are typing. I cant control your hands mah, can I ? lolx ... Like I had said earlier on my previous post, you're free to comment. Just use less vulgarities and names. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,please dont comment on my friends here on this blog. (ps : comment on their blog ^^ hehe ... eh? 不是啊 ? ><" haha just kidding... lolx)

One ~ More ~ Thing ~~~ !!! Somehow, I dont think Woof agrees with you about the commenting and not spamming thingy. Do you want to clarify with him/her 1st ? O.o

Anyway, ask you something. Do you know why i chose this day to reply you ? ^^

Crybabyzell
Signed

2009-03-26T23:15:00.005+08:00

FRUSTRATION

Is that the purpose of the spamming? If it is so, then i am sorry to tell you that your doings are to no avail. I am not a single bit of frustrated.

I say "haha" means im acting like we're friends? O.o I said "haha" to my friends alot of times before. Does that mean I am acting friends with my friends? No mah. That is the way I talked.

Lost emotions? Why do you think I should ? O.o Mind if I ask you? What do you achieve from making lose emotions ? Does it make you happy? Do you think that by spamming you can make me feel inferior? O.o What is your purpose in spamming my blog ? O.o

If you're here to just vent your anger, you're free to do so. I do not mind. But Please do be sarcastic to my friends and just let me know when you'll be appeased. If so, you can not bothered about de rest of the post below.

Well, do you know what is my purpose ? I had a purpose too. =.=" Dont see that I never do anything. I had a purpose behind it.

Pardon for my impudence. If you are so free to spam my blog, and if you do not mind, why not...

1. Go ask Cbox. What can I do about spammers' IP address?

2. Go ask Blogger. What can I do to allow people I want to read my blog?

3. Finally, go ask yourself. Why didnt your blog get spammed? O.o"

If you got the answers, then you will understand what is my purpose.
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Hehe Suan ni chong ming. Found tis part. One more thing, go ask joyce or ongwei about that day. What was my purpose of the "confrontation" ? What is the one thing I wanna know about? I tell you. Everything was that simple. Just that you guys made it complicated.

2009-03-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

To whom it may concern,

I dont talk to people i dont know. Please indicate who you really are. I know Superman is Clark Kent so i replied him. But i do not know who it meow or woof. Have you seen me replying to =.=lll ? no right ? coz i dont know tat guy.

(note to Superman : I really do not know you either. If you dont mind, please tell me who you are on msn. Thank you.)

2009-03-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

alright so ytd was my class gathering after ... erm dunno how many months le ><" eversince de JC students started sch, we contact very little le. so ya ... reached at bedok and headed for de BBQ pit, i dunno if we're lucky tat we alighted earlier or wat ? coz after alighting, me and xinyi2 have to walk to de underpass which is almost one bus stop away (me and Xinyi2 go find de delivery guy coz he came earlier than expected while terence and jianhan went to meet up with de other Xinyi and Hafizah) ><" but den i see de underpass there like no direct link from de next bus stop leh O.o lolx

reached de carpark, de uncle told us to use de trolley and pushed de stuffs to de pit sia =.= cant he help us push ? ><" or at least help us unload de stuffs mah ... lolx me and james started de fire while xinyi was waiting for de food to be done =.= den de guys came and Mr Teo came and left w/o eating ? O.O" lolx he got appointment with his friend or smt. den de rest came and Mr Goh came too ^^ but den he ate abit only. de hotdogs are very salty ><" lolx.

so after de rest went for their cycling, me and Qiaozhuo hanged out at BK and went home with her and Xinyi3. reached home and used comp until 3am ><"

Today

woke up at 6.30. got less than 4 hours of sleep sia ><" den i headed for sch for de "Maths Is Fun!" thingy at BV. Wow, we became Teachers-In-Charge sia (It's written on de namelist lolx )><" can ask Mr Boo hire me liao ^^ lolx ... hey sec2 remedial, we oso got help them improve leh ^^ LOL. so we're de judges of de day and we're simply see see walk walk look look and collate de scores. and we got pies and curry puff for refreshments ^^ hehe got drinks oso. lolx. den after tat went to KFC with Terence, Shengyang and Weibin.

here's de part i wanna talk abt. i wanna call shengyang a 达人 already ><" after we ordered and sat down eating, there's was 2 guys from BV sitting beside us. So qiao. Terence noticed that one of de guy de $2 is like almost falling off de guy's shorts le. so they waited for an opportunity. Then, de $2 dropped. den Shengyang was trying to use his shoe to move to $2 over. den he tot of an idea. He took de box of pies given by Mr Goh and put it on de floor, covering de $2 ><" den when de 2 boys aint looking, he sort of "adjusted" de position of his box of pies and took de $2. OMG.damn pro pls ><" lolx ... den b4 we left, we saw Amanda Neo oso. haha.

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2009-03-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

01: The person who tag you is?
Serena Ng Li Qing ( eh ? 干吗讲全名啊? ><" lolx )

02: Your relationship with him/her?
Friend

03: Your impression(s) of him/her?
pai kia ?

04: The most memorable thing he/she has ever done for you?
Pulling my hair?

05: If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
if it's fated, there's nth i can do right ? ^^ lolx

06: If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she needs to improveon is?
No vulgarities, No pai kia-ing ... wat else? lets see ...

07: If he/she becomes your enemy?
bo pian loh...wat can i do? but den if so, i think i'll be her enemy but she would nv be my enemy. lolx

08: What is it you want to tell him/her now?
be more guai. and tat means no vulgarities. and be more active in ur CCA or u'll regret in ur final year =.=

09: What is your overall impression of him/her?
wats de diff with tis question and Q3 other than de word overall ? lolx ...

10: How do you think people around you think of you?
wat's tis question, man ?i think using my brain lah. wat ask me how do i think ? =.=" should be "wat do you think..." bah ? =.=" lolx

11: The character you like about yourself?
wat character do i have ? O.o"

12:For the people you care, say something to them.
"SOMETHING"

1 ppl who must do this quiz: Serena

anyone interested can oso do so ( but den i doubt anyone will do it ><" lolx)

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-03-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律
听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

cause i believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

cause i believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

oh i believe
cause i believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
oh i believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

2009-02-28T20:33:00.002+08:00

Today i wanna complaint !!! Y am i so suay this week ? T.T

Suay thing no. 1 - went for de SATA health checkup ... at 1st everything seemed very smooth .. it was until when waiting to see de doctor...de doctor made me wait for more than 2hours !!! wat the ... ? one can make me wait for 1 hour but NO one... NO one can make me wait for 2hours !!! RAH !!! wat did she do ? she let those with appointments to go 1st sia ... if she had appointment with other patients, she shouldnt have taken de responsibility to check de poly students...wah lao eh ...

Suay thing no. 2 - tis abit de lame lah ... just tat these few days was playing pool online with derrick ... damn suay is tat i alot of times pot in black ball =.= or i pot in 1 or 2 balls, he finish de game le =.=" lolx...

Suay thing no.3 - (tis one say name le will 伤感情的 ><" so i'll just use Letters as name ) A told me tat he/she will be going somewhere. den i told A tat i'll be going too. coz B said he/she wanna go oso. so supposedly im accompanying B to tat somewhr. but den on tat particular day. B told me he/she dont wanna go anymore.so i cant meet A T.T and i got no chance to explain to A why i didnt go =.=" haiz ...

Suay thing no. 4 - tats right ... it's none other than my high fever ><" dunno wats my temp last night ... just feel very cold and unwell when i was sleeping. den i told my mom who den told my dad when he came back...den he said my forehead was very hot.dunno how hot was tat lah ...so my dad woke up and took some medicine and went to sleep le. now alot better le ^^

Suay thing no. 5 - due to this fever which drained my energy...i cant go with weibin they all to play badminton le T.T haiz ... cant really concentrate either... just now kelly was asking me Emaths question... i abit de cant think sia ><" right now im just mentally and physically tired *yawns* maybe bcoz of de medicines ><" haiz ...

hope next week will be a better week for me ><"

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-02-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

yo so ytd was my grandpa's 88th birthday ^^ nice number eh ? ^^ well, actually ytd was his birthday and ytd wasnt his birthday ><" y ? coz my grandparents count their birthday according to de Chinese calendar. so ya ... anyway, de celebration was at de coffee shop just beside de flat where they lived coz of traveling probs. Besides, de boss was my dad's friend. ^^ no discount though =.= and my bro paid de bills ^^ lolx ...

so i shall let de pic do de talking ^^

Before...

After...

...and the lead of de day ^^

Today

went to Elias mall for lunch with my aunt and went home le ... yeah it's a very dull day today ><" haiz ... den at home just use comp only loh. nth else. lolx.

oh ya there's smt i wanna mention. 今天是什么鬼天气啊? de weather is damn hot pls ><" OMG cant tahan sia ... im perspiring to de extent tat if i sit down and use comp w/o a fan, i'll perspire like ****. if with a fan oscillating, i'll perspire abit lesser.=.=" de thing is, i'll still perspire =.=" de only thing tat i'll not perspire is... when de fan is stays there and blows me directly =.=" but my eyes will feel damn dry lah ><" haiz ... exaggerating ? yeah but is true ><" OMG ... pls change de weather T.T i cant take it anymore ><"

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我...应该不爱你了吧?

2009-02-10T21:14:00.003+08:00

Yo congrats... this is crybabyzell's 300th posts since it was created. shall we sing a 300th post song ? ^^

happy 300th posts to you
happy 300th posts to you
happy 300th posts to crybabyzell
happy 300th posts to you ^^

ok it's lame enough ><" alright lets get to de topic of today. well today me derrick and weibin played pool for 5 hours. Contradicting to myself who dont like to play 9 balls, won 3 times consecutively ^^ though it's by luck i scored de 9th ball ><" lolx ... so ya ... felt very shuang to play pool for so long ^^ normally is play 1 or 2 hours nia. but den again it's kinda tiring ><" tired = cant focus. tats y de last few games, "the-by-luck-guy" lost his luck ? O.o lolx ... den felt quite pek cek lah ... when de balls didnt go in. lolx.

den we saw xinyi3 with her frens ? lolx ... xinyi get free ball so happy de =.= lolx ... isit bcoz de ball is free ? O.o no wat ... u still needa return de balls back to de ppl there mah ><" haha ... ok it's lame again. XD

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2009-02-01T21:07:00.006+08:00

YTD

went to Mrs Kua's house to bai nian ^^ waited for a 白雪公主, 白马王子 and 黑马王子 =.=" lolx ... coz they're late ... anyway i had fun chatting at Mrs Kua's house and playing with her kids ^^ lolx ... and took a group photo there ...

den after tat was dinner with Mr Teo. ironically, we're supposed to meet at 6.30 but we left Mrs Kua's house at 6.30 =.=" lolx ... ps arh ><" and there's one thing i wanna say ... This is my 1st time outing with Andreas ^^ hehe ... lolx

so we reached The Rice Table at 7+ pm ? O.o and Mr Teo started eating already ><" lolx ... Wah Seh Mr Teo's going to RI ^^ lolx ... teach not English ... not Humanities but is Philosophy sia ^^ cool eh ... lolx ... so next u see Mr Teo, He might talk all 大道理 one ><" lolx ...

This 2 pics were taken on de streets after Dinner ^^

So after de guys went for LAN while others went for home, Me and QiaoZhuo and the 2 Xinyi-s took a cab home ^^

Taken on the cab

lolx ... tat was all for ytd ...

Today

Went to my relative's house (father side de) tis afternoon abt 12pm (when im supposed to meet at 2pm to go Mr Goh's house) lolx ... long time nv saw them ...one of my cousin is already pri4 ?!!! O.o" de last time i saw him was Pri 1 or 2 ? O.o" lolx ... so after lunch was playing with my little cousins. den i had to leave early. Left my aunt's house at 1.30pm ? O.o den i gotta go back home and take the notebooks for Mr Goh. tats y i was late ><" sry guys...

so we went to Mr Goh's house and chat abt our future. lolx coz Mr Goh's daughter is in JC. so we could ask her abt de stuffs in JC. lolx ... his daughter is in RJC sia ><" somemore from wat i heard from Mr Goh and Chengyu, we met his daughter b4 in sec3 during an assembly giving a talk on Green Environment or smt ? O.o lolx ... i dont rmb le ... but somehow i find her quite familiar. lolx

So after tat we went back home while me, ShengYang and LiXian went for dinner tgt. den went to derrick house to take his T-shirt for tml de and tats all for today ^^

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2009-01-27T00:49:00.012+08:00

ok...tis year's CNY doesn't look like CNY ><" somehow i feel tat de atmosphere got lesser alot ><" anyway tis year's CNY for was oso alot diff from de previous years ... de diff is ... my family dont go to my father side de relatives to celebrate anymore ... haiz ... sian ... ( which oso means i got lesser income tis year T.T lolx ... jkjk ) so we went to my grandma's hse arounf 5+ den had reunion dinner... played with my cousins ... and some chattinf ...den we went home le ? O.o lolx ...

How sad it is ? T.T

So bcoz it was too early...my family decided to go to the "春到河畔" aka "The River HongBao" to see see look look ^^ lolx ...de decorations were as great as last years ^^ just tat de Chinese Zodiac are much cuter tis year ^^ Here are de pics I took ^^

What do you think is the Pic Below?

Thats right it's none other the Dynasty Chess ^^ The pic above looks small coz i took it from a very high view.

Here's what it's like when u're near ^^

Ps The lightings were too bright ><"

This is the Black chess.

While this are the Red Chess.

And here are the "Jiang" and "Shuai" ^^ Cool eh ?

Hehe Weibin, isnt this better than de one u bought in Genting (though I havent seen yours yet ><") ? ^^ wakaka ... ( but it's kinda difficult to move de pieces eh ? ><")

Well these are part of de decorations there...so ya if any of u are free .. do go there ^^ take some pics or go there try out de food there.

One...more...thing, This year isnt a good year for goats (Chinese Zodiac) T.T haiz ... fan tai sui somemore sia T.T sigh ...

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-01-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
ok lets 1st talk abt ytd ... ytd i broke YuLi's world record ><" lolx ... ytd was my 1st time getting a haircut in S'pore's barber shop ><" lolx ... oso my 2nd time getting a haircut outside ^^ lolx ... de 1st time was in KL ... lolx for those of my close friends who knew, my dad did de hair cutting since i was a baby. so ya...i was kinda scared throughout de haircut coz it was Chinese New Year ? i dont want my hair to be ruined T.T but den i like my hairstyle now ^^ sort of wat i expected but i prefer my hair to be longer at de back ^^ lolx ... Today Today got up early to play Bball with Ivan, SY, OngWei and ZiJie... but i left shortly after ZiJie came ><" coz i needa have an early lunch ... lolx den after watching variety shows on TV and washing of car was de reunion dinner with my family ^^ sigh ... when was de last time my family sat tgt in de kitchen having steamboat tgt ^^ hehe ... lolx ... after tat was watching TV until now ? lolx ...

Tomorrow
eh? so fast posting abt tml ? O.o lolx ... actually i was gonna say tat im going to Chinatown later AFTER de countdown ^^ For wat ? get all de good deals there of coz ^^ somemore u wont stuck in de traffic jam towards Chinatown ^^ lolx ... i guess we'll be staying up very late... abt 2 or 3am ?... so if anyone's awake, feel free to chat with me ^^ lolx ... anyway, tml we're only going to my mom's side de relatives only... sigh ...

Crybabyzell signing off

2009-01-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
ok lets 1st talk abt ytd ... ytd i broke YuLi's world record ><" lolx ... ytd was my 1st time getting a haircut in S'pore's barber shop ><" lolx ... oso my 2nd time getting a haircut outside ^^ lolx ... de 1st time was in KL ... lolx for those of my close friends who knew, my dad did de hair cutting since i was a baby. so ya...i was kinda scared throughout de haircut coz it was Chinese New Year ? i dont want my hair to be ruined T.T but den i like my hairstyle now ^^ sort of wat i expected but i prefer my hair to be longer at de back ^^ lolx ...

Today
Today got up early to play Bball with Ivan, SY, OngWei and ZiJie... but i left shortly after ZiJie came ><" coz i needa have an early lunch ... lolx den after watching variety shows on TV and washing of car was de reunion dinner with my family ^^ sigh ... when was de last time my family sat tgt in de kitchen having steamboat tgt ^^ hehe ... lolx ... after tat was watching TV until now ? lolx ...

Tomorrow
eh? so fast posting abt tml ? O.o lolx ... actually i was gonna say tat im going to Chinatown later AFTER de countdown ^^ For wat ? get all de good deals there of coz ^^ somemore u wont stuck in de traffic jam towards Chinatown ^^ lolx ... i guess we'll be staying up very late... abt 2 or 3am ?... so if anyone's awake, feel free to chat with me ^^ lolx ... anyway, tml we're only going to my mom's side de relatives only... sigh ...

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2009-01-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

HOO !!! finally watching a movie since 22 days ... de last one was watching "Yes Man" with WeiBin and RuiHao on New Year. Today oso watched with them at TM. ^^

hmmm.... for tis movie, i rate it 8/10. de 1st part of de movie was damn hilarious. at 1st i rated it 10/10. but den until de part whr they kept switching de scenes. de rate decreased by 1 ><" damn disturbing sia ... switch here switch there ...

if dont me to be spoiler, dont read de paragraph below...

den de other part is poor organising ? O.o got one guy kena make fun of by stripping...den his "friends" were taking de video in front of him and uploaded on "youtube". But den on de "youtube" which de guy (kena make fun of de) was watching, got one a few seconds, de video was taken behiind de guy. No one was standing behind de guy. How come de "youtube" got tat part leh ? only de filming de movie de camera was behind de guy mah ... lolx speak so much dunno u all understand mah ><" i oso dunno how to explain ><" lolx ...

so ya ... tats y i put de rating as 8/10.but then overall de movie was nice lah ^^ damn funny...got some jokes which are quite novel. lolx

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2009-01-22T02:35:00.000+08:00

I wrote this song
It's not too long
Cause I've been thinking about you
I wrote this song
Maybe I'm wrong to be called all about you
I don't know what you think about me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But,maybe you could just lie to me
We could be in love, you see

It's a singalong song
That's not too long
It's when I think about you then I hear songs
And you can sing alone
Baby if you want to
Cause baby i wrote this,i wrote this for you

I wrote this song
It's not too long cause
I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't want to smile without you
I just want to make you happy
Maybe you want nothing at all
And How I wish that you're meant to be forever and a day with me

It's a singalong song
that's not too long
It's when I think about you then I hear songs
And you can sing alone
Baby if you want to
Cause baby i wrote this,i wrote this for you

In every way, you mean more to me than you leave go
Girl, I do my best to show these words are true
And if you like to make a song and be a perfect harmony with me
I find the greatest words to sing
So we could write our own romantic thing

It's a singalong song
That's not too long
It's when I think about you then I hear songs
And you can sing alone Baby if you want to
Cause baby i wrote this,i wrote this for you

It's a singalong song
That's not too long
It's when I think about you then I hear songs
And you can sing alone Baby if you want to
Cause baby i wrote this,i wrote this for you

Cause baby i wrote this,i wrote this for you

2009-01-18T01:08:00.000+08:00

HOO!!! went to buy shirt for CNY with my bro ? lolx ... 1st time went out shopping with my bro ><" and his friend came along too ... hmmm i bought a white shirt with a tie ^^ but den it's a short sleeve. next year i think im gonna buy same pattern but long sleeve and can roll up de ^^ hehe ... but than long sleeve de are all lines de ... lolx

so after I bought my shirt, we left for home and out again for dinner and went to Chinatown ... didnt buy much goodies this year ... coz no one will come to our house ? O.o see 1st lah ... maybe on de 25th den go chiong for all de clearance sales ^^ wakaka ... save money ^^ hehe ...

den i saw Liling working in Chinatown.I must say ... she's damn busy ><" i stand in front of her (behind a lady) she oso nv see me ><" lolx but den i didnt buy anything from her ><" lolx ...

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2009-01-15T21:27:00.001+08:00

ok so here are my 12 choices... abit de blur ... so i'll list de 1st 6 choices

1. SP - Mechanical Engineering

2.NP - Mechanical Engineering

3.TP - Mechatronics

4.SP - Mechatronics

5.NP - Marine Offshore Technology

6.SP - Marine Engineering

haiz ... right now i see lots of ppl going to SP ... most probably bcoz of de direct MRT ? ^^ lolx

anyway...today i just realised tat a lot of expenses are needed when u go poly ><"

1. School fees - i heard it's a few thousands ><" not a few cents to each teacher liao ( like in sec sch)

2. Transport - poly students dont have student fare !!! RAH !!!

3. Attire - Say YES to freedom ... no more sch uniform ... but cant say NO to buying clothes ><" lolx ...

4. Laptop - needless to say ... a few thousands are needed

5. Specs - er...tis is personal de ><" lolx ...

haiz ... poly life is cool but de expenses are abit erm *gulp* ><" lolx ...

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2009-01-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

ok im starting to feel de tension today ><" i always last min den start to panick de ><" dunno y ... ARGH!!! result's out tml !!! RAH !!! help me T.T sob ...

well, to prevent myself from distress, i gotta destress myself by playing Bball tml (rhymes eh? ^^ lolx ...) haiz ... if i dont go try out de indoor sports hall tml, i wonder when's de next time i can use it T.T i heard de toilet is nice ^^ lolx ... so im gonna play le den go collect results, probably by then, i'll be exhausted to think abt de negatives stuff when getting results ><" haiz ... i wonder if i'll pass with flying colours ><"

anyway, i just bought a PC game called "L.A. Rush".it's fun and de graphic is damn good ^^ it's like GTA cum Need For Speed Underground ^^ where u got all de "missions" (which is racing) and u can unlock de cars ^^ and de cars are cool ^^ hehe ..

oh ya... if anyone of u have tis song aka my blog song ... 缺席 by 黄靖伦, pls send to me ^^ thks ...

anyway, here are de IQ questions again ^^ see if any of u could guess it ^^

tis question is by Kelly de ...

1. A detective found a dead man sitting at his desk with a gun in his hand, and a tape recorder was on his desk...the detective came in and picked up the tape recorder and pressed the play button...he heard "i am sick of my life. i have no purpose to live and then a gunshot." How did the detective know that this case was a murder and not a suicide ?

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2009-01-07T15:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YULI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HOO!!! so fast im 17 already ^^ but den 17 sounds abit de ... erm ...*ahem* eh ... old right ? ><" haiz ... dunno y ... but 17 really sounds old while 16 is still ok ok ...

anyway...once again, thanks to those who kept me company for my birthday today ^^

1.Derrick( de guy who accompanied me de whole day de ^^ i like de Tshirt design but de skull as a birthday present is abit... ><")
2. Weibin ( thanks for ur sweets cum piggy bank and Mr. Bandage [dunno wats his name ><"] ?)
3.Qiaozhuo ( thanks for ur cup ^^ and planning my celebration for me ^^ )
4.Vivian (thanks for coming for 2 rounds of pool ^^ )
5. Xinyi ( i like de cake very much ^^ thanks )
6.Li Xian ( thanks for coming ^^ )

lolx ... and i rmb-ed smt when i was on de bus on my way home ... i was thinking... ltr go home on comp and post on my blog. den i realised... i brought my camera and i nv took any pics =.=" i rmb-ed to take pics when we're playing pool. but i tot pool cant take pics =.=" den after tat i forgotten le =.=" haiz ...

but den again... today's celebration will be indelibly etched in my mind ^^ i'll nv forget any of the moments we spent today ^^ haha ...

another thing is I wanna thank those who wished me happy birthday

1.Dejian
2.Derrick
3.Liling
4.Rachel Tay
5.Shu Xuan
6.Rachel Gan
7.WeiBin
8.Serena
10.Qiao Zhuo
11.Xinyi2
12.Sheng Yang
12.Nicholas
13.Seow Xuan
14.Amanda Lee
15.Daniel
16.Puay Lim
17.Kelly
18.Xinyi3

i hope i didnt missed out anybody ><"

this is de 1st celebration with friends and de best celebration i ever had ^^ thank you

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2009-01-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me... Happy birthday to me ... Hey wait ... my birthday is in 2 days time ><" lolx... now is after 12am le ... lolx so ya just now (aka ytd) celebrated my birthday at home with my family. too bad my birthday is onw weekdays, so have to celebrate just now. today (sunday) my bro had to go back to camp liao ... haiz ... feels kinda weird when u're celebrating ur birthday on someone else's birthday ><" btw, Happy Birthday, Terence ^^

well after de celebration, we went to Zhen Fa Seafood restaurant at Novena. To me, the seafood got nth much special ( just like normal steamboat) . But than the BBQ chicken and de deserts are nice ^^ lolx ... weird eh ? go seafood restaurant eat a lot of BBQ chicken and deserts ><" lolx ... but hey, they BBQ de chicken for you leh ^^ lolx ...

den after dinner was shopping at Novena Square and bought a bermudas ^^ den went to S'pore Expo and my bros bought their own things ... and i saw alvin with his mom too ^^ lolx ...

actually de another purpose of tis post is to "remind" ppl to give me birthday present wor ^^ hehe ... lolx ... it's on de coming tues ^^ lolx ... another thing is ... anyone free on tues ? ><" sigh ... up till now no one jio me yet ...i guess i have to jio ppl out instead ><" haiz ...

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2009-01-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

HOO!!! 1st day of sch ^^ but it isnt for me =.=" feels kinda weird when ppl are schooling while u're at a LAN shop playing ><" well, it's sort of a privilege for us right ? ^^ nobody will chiong with u for LAN or fast food restaurant after sch ^^ lolx ...

somehow when i see ppl, i felt like going back to sch again ><" wake up in the wee hours and chiong to canteen to do homework ><" haiz ... missed de old days... but den again, we have to move on in life right ? ^^ i still can come back to sch during special occasion ^^ (eg. SPEECH DAY 2009, HERE I COME !!! WAKAKA !!! ^^ )

oh well, tml is a big day for me ^^

oh ya, for de IQ questions ans ...

1. You can buy a candle and a box of matches and lit it up. The room will be filled with light completely.

2.(the most easy de) The Taxi driver is a pedestrain. ^^

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